princess mylene

beloved melissa toh

2010-04-29T00:33:00.007+08:00

mel baby, why did you have to leave us at such a young age... we need you around. i need you, you are so talented, beautiful and humorous and we all enjoy the sweet crazy company. im missing your presence and company. theres so many things i wanna tell you but i dont get the chance to do so anymore. there will no longer be a smoke break that you and i would pour out our feelings and know how much we have in common. MEL! i'll never forget you nor will i forget the memories we had together in the past 2 yrs. :) i love you, my dear with the sweetest smile and funniest humor. where ever you are my dear, rest in peace because you are in great hands now. the lord will protect you from any hurt or danger. thy shall never take one for granted in life. you have been a GREAT CLOSE FRIEND and a wonderful amazing talented artist that everyone will remember. mel baby we'll meet again when my time is up. i know you'll be waiting for me and everyone else you know where ever you are:) you taught me the value of a friendship i'll never forget and your'll always be in my heart mel. i dont know if you can see this,if you are watching over me. i just want to let you know that i'll always love you and miss you. and you deserved the best in your new life for having a kind hearted soul that we all appreciate.

6th nov 1991 - 28th april 2010

A friendly classmate, a wonderful friend, a listening ear, a talented artist, a chatter box and the closest friend i ever had that really knew how i felt because we both experience the same thing but she decided to take her life. but i pray that the lord will forgive her for taking her life but to embrace her with the love she actually deserve all this while that she thought/ never felt. friends is all you need, mel. i wish i could have given you one last HUG and had one last chat/laughter with you. its kills me not knowing why you actually took your life but its part and parcel of life, life has to go on for the rest of us. REST IN PEACE mel deardear. xoxo.

mentally confused

2010-03-21T02:41:00.003+08:00

i feel so useless when my bf has problems at home and i cant comfort him or do anything. all i can do is to worry about him. my heart just tells me i need to do something about it but i dunno what to do. Im just too confused. his parents always argue then this time round it affects him, and i feel so bad and pitiful for my baby because i dont want him to suffer from the pain his parent's argument puts him through. I just wanna do something. Someone help me please. God help me, please, i seek the answer to help me be at peace

blogshop baby

2009-11-17T15:21:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging for a very long while, been busy with school and during holiday has been slacking slacking and going out with hubby. anyways not here to blog about that.

ive finally got started with my blogshop that has manicure services, tshirt designs and toy/keychains. that are all hand made. the name of the shop was called desires but my sister thought of a better name since the items im selling are all hand work. so i decided to go with "OUCH! my fingers hurt" catchy and has a ring to it that people will remember it haha. the reason why i decide to start it now, is because i wanna earn the extra pocket money and also because christmas is coming haha. presents to give your friends hehe.

so check my blogshop out :) be supportive okays ) thank you.

http://www.ouchmyfingershurt.blogspot.com/

2nd round of tanning.

2009-09-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

hubby and me went for our 2nd round of tanning :D hehe. here are some photos. haha nothing much to write about. the usual stuff, but after that we went plaza sing to find yixuan to take thumbdrive from her. haha. xuan say she wanna go tanning on sunday! haha. so i going to see if my sunburn is okay then i go... if not okay dun go le. haha than we went to eat or rather hubby went to eat his dinner at my favourite duck rice store hehe, then we sat at the void deck before hubby sending me home :) teased him alittle before going home! haha. here are some photos. :D

sentosa

2009-08-29T17:13:00.004+08:00

sunday 23 aug. tanning with xuan was fun :) then after tanning i went to take my lunch at hubby's work place haha. got burned with a bikini line on my back but it doesnt itch. so it was fine. and it turned into a tan haha. and i planned another trip with xuan and hubby for wednesday.

wednesday 26 aug. xuan didnt turn up because she had work to complete in school and then i went tanning with hubby. meet at 10.30 and went down to sentosa together. :) had cake for breakfast. lolx. i baked it. then we tanned till like 12ish 1, took a couple of photos there. i was like tanning all the way while hubby had his swims. haha. then we went of to vivo to relax awhile. we left sentosa easily because the weather didnt look good. and when we got to vivo, we had carls jr for lunch :D haha. then we slack at the balcony. teased hubby haha. then took a couple of photos then went off, hubby got a hair cut from serangoon central then he send me home! haha. went i got home, i saw how red i was man... like lobster lolx but this time front and back haha.
friday 28 aug. when to cityhall to meet hubby to go walk walk, then had lunch at subway, went to carrefour to do my field research, went to the arcade, left suntec to go to his work place. got to his work place, had lots of fun teasing each other, slacked longer at the work place, then hubby had to start working so i left half an hour later.

i planned another trip to sentosa... this time with hubby and my group mates, joyce, huitian and muijoo this coming wednesday haha. yeah tanning... then i might be buying a new bikini. :D go islander and see first. sophia say there got affordable ones. like 20 to 30 dollars with size somemore. hehe

oh my god.

2009-08-22T15:08:00.003+08:00

BLOG NEEDS TO REVIVE... haha.
okay here to just do a stupid retarded revival of my blog.
nothing better to do anyways.

i wan to go to australia melbourne for a photography study trip but my parents cant afford the trip because its way too expensive. :( never mind, im thinking of getting a part time job because of our financials. we'll see how it goes. thinking of working at subway with hubby even though the pay isnt that much but at least it give me a little extra allowance and i can pass some to my parents too. haha.

ive been going to aloy's school studio to help him out with his work.. and ive been helping his classmate out too. her name is called xuan :D cute girl. she says she is a guy in school and a girl at home. haha. my darling "boyfriend" if you can say so! haha. anyways. it been fun helping them out with work. something different from what i usually do other than the photoshoppingg part which alot of them are like super noob at, even the teacher is a noob at! haha. i can solve a problem when the teacher couldnt. OOPS! haha. okas moving on... his classmates are nice people. fun to hang out with esp, xuan, michael, gavin, syazni, kim and a few others. but the problem abt me not liking to go there is HER! mun yee, aloy's ex. she is so bitchy i tell you i cant stand it. not even aloy and xuan can... she just thinks she is like the queen of the world. okay enough abt her. lolx. ive been hubby's delivery service for the past week that ive been travelling down for him! haha, DINNER is what i service. and ATM provider too haha. but its okay. he do spend money on me! this is consider even.

yesterday, was suppose to be their submission date. so a group of them were rushing for deadline, so was xuan. then xuan msged me at 5 in the morning asking if she could come over to my place because she needed help with the photoshop part, which i offered to help her the day before, but didnt manage my time properly that i was helping hubby more than i was even helping her. but no one is to be blamed. so she came over and i helped her. we went to school together when hubby msged me because he was so pissed abt the extention which i think wasnt fair as well but we cant do anything abt it. than we reached, then relax awhile then he submitted his model. then we slacked and i had lunch and we left after awhile. haha. we went to PS before hubby went for work.. as usual when i got to subway, i get my free cookies from hubby :D then use my laptop for awhile, accompany hubby for his dinner then i went home le.

oh yeah and just today, xuan ask me if i wanted to go suntanning. oh yeah.... im going :D hahah. yes ah! finally can tan properly and then after that going to clarke quay subway to eat my lunch and to see hubby! hubby is doing part time there :D im so happy can, im going to get my NEW TAN TMR! yes... im going to wear my turquoise bikini top with army fbts! haha. i know weird combination but who cares. haha :D oh and when i told hubby i was going tanning with her, he said, you and her like best friends! haha. isnt that a good thing hahaha.

battlefield

2009-06-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

another song to express my feeling...
jordan sparks- battle field.

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor...

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like...
Why does love always feel like...
A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

thinking of you.

2009-05-18T21:54:00.006+08:00

arhhhh... this song holds alot of meaning!
something to do with aloysius and me.

katy perry's thinking of you!
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

uncle richards passing.

2009-04-18T12:29:00.001+08:00

12 april... my uncle passed away yesterday morning. my heart felt so heavy and i miss him alot. he was genuinely a nice man and a good father. i know he loved singapore and the chinese culture alot. i remember hearing how happy he was when he was served tea at the tea ceremony of my cousin's wedding in december last year.

he opened his house to us when we visited his family in shanghai about 3 yrs ago while he was still stationed there in citibank. we spent christmas with his family that year. he's family, and losing family hurts.

there really is nothing like a sudden loss to make you take a double look at what you have. the last i saw him was when we went over to my uncle's for reunion dinner. he wasn't feeling too well and left early. a few days later, news spread that he was diagnosed with leukemia.

barely 3 months later, he's left us. i cannot even begin how heartwrenching it must be for his family. my family were at his wake last night and i noticed how his eldest son would always turn to look at uncle richard's picture. for a while, he left his table of friends and walked towards uncle richard's picture and stood before it and stared at it. my aunt, looked so worn out. my mom gave her a hug and she told us she'd been crying for days but she'd be okay. it worries me that she might fall ill.

13 april... today was a long day. first to uncle richard's wake, then to a church for his memorial service, and then on to the crematorium. today was also tough. i found myself tearing at each place we go to pay our respects to uncle richard. at the crematorium when i said my last goodbyes, there was where i really let go of my tears and stop pretending like i could hold it all back.

his hearse drove past DBS in shenton way, where the staff of the bank stood along the sides to pay their last respects to uncle richard. it was quite a sight.

the eulogies were almost too painful to listen to. one of his friends talked about how he first met his wife, and how a couple of days before his passing, she was by his side holding his hand and wiping his tears away. that is love, the real deal. seeing how broken she was, you could really see how much she really loved him.

that's what breaks my heart the most, lost love. a wife who has lost her husband. children who have lost their father. things like that just leave a huge void in your heart that cannot be completely replaced by love from others.

as many have said, time will heal. on the days when we look back, we're going to see his smile and hear his laugh, and it's going to hurt a little. but we'll keep on, simply because we have to.

he sadness in the eyes of the people i met there at the wake was haunting. see uncle richard, see how much you mean to all of us? we'll miss you.

rest in peace, uncle richard.

2009-02-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

after 2 days of hard work! the job is done. :) yeahs. the progress is fast. im happy that its fast so i can get it done and over with it:) even though i love painting alot :)

YEAH I FINALLY FINISHED MY 1M BY 1M PAINTING. WOOHOO. HERES THE OUTCOME OF IT. IM SO HAPPY WITH IT. I HOPE I GET TO BRING IT BACK AFTER ITS BEEN MARKED AND ALL :D

READY FOR IT...
ta da... like like like??? hehe me love!

busy busy

2009-02-22T16:06:00.004+08:00

sorry guys ive been super busy that i hardly updated my blog anymore haha. :(.
now im currently doing 2d art fundamentals and doing my final proj on it which is to paint a 1m by 1m wooden board. and the theme was up to us but it has to be either a stylize or abstract art so i decided to do abstract art much easier. i went back to school yesterday which was a saturday just to draw on the board because we only have one week to complete it. so olivia met me in school to do her work! haha i reached school at like 10ish in the morning. finished my drawing around 1 ish, but forgot to bring my paints so i couldnt paint D: then olivia come, helped her with her drawing, then okay done it was 3 ish 4 decided to go bras basar to buy our acrylic paints for the final painting. i bought 2 extra canvas to paint on. one is for kenneth and one is for myself. mine i way smaller :) hehe. here are the photos of mine works and olivia's. hehe. FYI olivia finished hers but i didnt take a photo of the completed one :) i dunno what to paint for kenneth leh. >< she using charcoal. im using pencil

quiz

2009-02-06T19:13:00.002+08:00

haha i know i haven blogged in like ages because ive been busy with school><><. THANKS AH. haha. okay so here goes...

Rules must be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.
Don’t forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

10 Random Facts about me.

1. i am the feeling crazy
2. i love black chocolates
3. im scare of tickles
4. i am in love with… a mystery man that i really dunno
5. i "love" samuel chan as well because he tagged me to this quiz RAWR
6. i can be real stupid at times
7. i dropped one dress size and im happy abt it.
8. im prettier now :D
9. i love to go on dates as long as the guy pays haha
10. i dunno why im so stupid to even bother doing this quiz. this is the answer to number 6

1. Who’s the person that tagged you?
SAMUEL CHAN.

2. Relationship between you and him?
friends

3. Three impressions of him?
i think he can draw very well
he's a sensative guy, alot of emotions like me.
he is also crazy abt passing his fitness test, dunno he go do how many times. ><

4. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
i'll burn his house down because he lives super near me.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
can i fill in that position? (depends who it is)

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
bubbly

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
being too nice to the guys i date

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, ASSHOLE?

9. What do people feel about you?
erm i have no idea? friendly? nice? sweet? i really dunno.

10. Your crush?
mystery man

11. Pass this to 10 people:
1. Pandora
2. Shalene
3. Huihua
4. Samantha wang
5. Jinling
6. Nadiah aka Naddie
7. Farahdina
8. Suriati
9. Edwin aka meowmeow
10. Fiora

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
[Jinling and Farahdina] Nothing will happen, they're sec sch mates.

13. who does 5 like?
[Jinling] She like tall guys who plays basketball haha.

14. What colour does 9 like?
[MeowMeow] I have no idea never ask before

15. Say something about 8?
[Suriati] she is a very cute small enthu girl.

16. Who is 2?
[Shalene] my elder sister

17. Talk about 3.
[Huihua] She like singing alot and loves to travel.

18. Who is 10’s best friend?
[Fiora] Eh, i dunno but it use to be Jinling

19. Who’s the sexiest among all 10?
Shalene?

20. What colour does 4 like?
[Samantha Wang] Purple

21. Is 4 single?
[Samantha Wang] erm yes just recently she is.

22. Your relationship with 1.
[Pandora] Close friends

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
[Jinling and Naddie] Doubt so. because jinling very anti social.

24. 9’s surname?
[MeowMeow] Sim? if im not wrong. haha. his name and sch name is the same.

25. 7’s nickname?
[Farahdina] FarahDIVA

26. Say something to 8.
[Suriati] its a repeat qn ><

27. Say something to help 9.
[MeowMeow] erm... study hard and treasure your darling cake.

28. Who do i admire?
[SamuelChan] the idiot got an IPOD TOUCH that can play airhockey! NANI...

29. Where does 1 live?
[JC] paris ris.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
Apparently… no. but i think its obvious with the mystery man thing all over the blog and msn.

31. Say something to 6 when you see her.
[Naddie] Hey so who is ur new target?

32. 10’s spouse?
[Fiora] erm i really dunno, we dun talk abt her family. its too broken.

work and gig at the same time hehe

2009-01-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

i went to syed's gig today. what the hell, it was super fun, because i dig their music... i was near head banging at metal which i dun usually listen too>< i was there doing my photography major project actually. theme was expressions actually :S bad bad bad... i couldnt get good shots. grrr. but i got a few nice shots but nothing to do with my theme haha. so will upload photos another time. and yeah this is updated to please my darling SAM. lolx

resolution

2009-01-07T14:17:00.003+08:00

Oh its a brand new year, for a brand new resolution...

Resolutions:
1. Try not to get into a relationship unless im super sure about it.
2. Save money to buy a DSLR
3. Get uber good grades *cross fingers*
4. Get a New bag for school purposes
5. PANDORA wants to be on my resolution list. lolx have no idea why but i just put her in.

thats about all of them haha.

woo.

2008-12-20T22:28:00.003+08:00

woot... ive moved on leh.
my 2009 resolution was a new boyfriend and okay i found someone better but i hope things will be fine between me and him. i know its a lil fast and all but im over aloysius. aloysius has his gf and i have my boyfriend to accompany me. so far so good.

2008-12-12T03:37:00.002+08:00

aloysius broke up with me... he was unfaithful and had to come clear with me because he didnt wan to hurt me but guess what it hurt me really bad. im not saying i dun wan him, im saying i still love him and i wan him back, im willing to forgive and forget. i hope hubby learns to forgive himself and come back to me. i really wish. he is my everything, without him im like a web without its spider, a song without its lyrics, i feel so imcomplete. he is the one for me but i really wish he will come back to me because i love him with all my heart and soul. i cant do without him, i actually felt like commiting suicide just because he was leaving me. life means nothing with him in my life. i really need him... i have my prayer to god.

dear god, i pray that you give aloysius the strength to forgive himself for what sins he has done towards me, and bring him to your heart and watch over him. i know i might not have been the greatest christian, but i really wish you would answer this prayer and help me complete my life. i dun wan to live with him. i wanna grow old with him. but if you think its not a good idea, i'll go with it. but im making an effort to convince him to come back to me because i really do forgive him of his sin. and lastly this is like a super random thing but ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS ALOYSIUS LIM JUNJIE, the one who use to be faithful and loving towards me.

ps: hubby. i'll never forget the times we had together, they're wonderful times of my life.

LAST BOYFRIEND I'LL EVER HAVE. the pact i made with myself. we didnt work out so no more boyfriends for now. its time for singlehood and concentration in studies.

bowling

2008-11-30T22:42:00.004+08:00

today i had a fun time with my sister, hubby and cellgroup members, darryl, david, zhiying, bevis and sue hehe. we meet for bowling at marina at 4.30 was a little late. then like i thought cellgroup people all very pro at playing but actually majority didnt. sis didnt play because she didnt wan to cut her nails and m nails were already short so i decided to ask jie to bring me go haha because she actually didnt wan to go lolx, so when we started playing my god the guys were like pro then after awhile all degrades lolx. then 2nd game i got better and was leading in the beginning few throws like about rounnd 5 then after that i was the 2nd lowest when the game ended i think with 77 point haha, hubby was competiting with zhiying la haha. both wan to get 100 haha. then hubby miss by one point then zhiying got 80 plus i think. then after that we had dinner together and apparently zhihan came to join us so did elaine, and zhihan actually got a slice of banana chocolate cake for me and was like taking the candle out to light then after that i saw then i laughed then the rest laughed at him then darryl said grace before me ate and zhihan was like trying to light it but darryl said grace to fast, didnt manage to light the candle on time then zhihan was like aye darryl why so fast, then we all laughed again after that everyone sang a birthday song for me haha then i was like thanks thanks haha. then we started eating dinner, after dinner i ate the cake, the cake tasted weird but gladly appreciated. thanks B3^^ so i just started letting people try the cake haha. after that we all left to go home, hubby accompanied me and my sis back home, then hubby, my sis and i had an enjoyable chat about alot of funny things like abt my sis and some guy, how this weird gay couple looked bcos of their dressing, blah blah blah, then hubby walked me all the way to my house door, hehe kiss hug kiss and bye, then sis said bye, then hubby left. hehe.

birthday

2008-11-29T18:45:00.010+08:00

24 november, my birthday hahah.
this is the first time celebrating my birthday with my boyfriend haha. so ya it was a super simple birthday but im glad i did go out with him ^^. haha my hubby wanted to celebrate with me so i decided to ask my parents if i could go out with him on the day itself, and because previously my mother actually asked me if he has any plans for me for my birthday then i say got but how to go because its my sis birthday too then mom said we see how, if daddy got nothing on that day then she will let me go out with hubby haha. and yes my mom n dad finally did let me go out with my hubby officially to celebrate my birthday. woohoo! haha. that actually means i can stay out late with hubby and that hubby can officially send me all the way to my door step haha... hubby came to my school to fetch me and then we went to tampines to eat because i was feeling hungry.and i had a craving for mac so we went to eat the mega mac burgers haha. he help me to order the mega mac and hubby ordered the mega mcspicy for himself. we both ate quiet alot, haha we got big appetites haha. then after that we went to suntec to walk around. then hubby went to change money because he still had malaysian ringgit from his previous trip the day before my birthday. then after changing the currency, we went to shop for my birthday present, and i know hubby was broke so i didnt really mind if he didnt give me one but hubby insisted while we were looking for my present there was a temptation that drew us to the arcade haha. so we decide to play a couple of rounds of tekken and basketball then after acrading we went back to looking for my present. and we actually couldnt find one so hubby eventually bought me a bouquet of roses. hehe, it was my first bouquet of flowers, so touched can, he so broke leh he still wanna spend on me =) was like smiling so happily when i got the roses. after that we went to back to serangoon to eat dinner. didnt really eat much because we both were still quite full from lunch haha, after dinner hubby and i went to the void deck to sit and chat awhile before he sent me home... THANKS HUBBY FOR THE ROSES. I LOVE YOU hehe, then soon after my parents and sis got homr from sending my brother off to pasir ris interchange to go back to tekong. they decided to wait for me to cut the birthday cake because my brother wasnt feeling well to even eat cake so ya. and wow i love the chocolate fudge cake, damn nice to eat, addictive please hahah =x ya then that was kind of the end of my birthday.

here are some photos.

hubby carrying the bouquet of roses.

us~ haha see so happy together haha

us again~ see am i right anot? haha

is he proposing? haha he looks so cute.

some random thing i took. haha.

smiles.

faster switched on my lappy just to take this photo.

haha. im smiling so much i wonder why doesnt it hurt?

this one is using my digi cam.

two different angles.

pretty~~ hehe, love them

my sister and my birthday cake and hubby's bouquet.

okay and 2 days before my birthday jinling celebrated with me, we went to marina square's Kbox to celebrate, lolx was like super high please we kicked our heels off and started dancing to the music hahah then after a near 5 hours of singing, we decided to go for lunch which was already near 4 oclock lolx then we ate swensens, she treat me to lunch hehe. i ate a mushroon burger she ate chicken baked rice that tasted like hainanese chicken rice lolx, then afte lunch, we walked around looking for my birthday present, so we decided to walk to cotton on to try clothes on then ling and me fall in love with the same dress haha then she bought me one and bought herself one too haha. but we got a different colour haha. thanks ling for a wonderful advance celebration ^^
here are some photos too~

us in Kbox we both wearing white one is self drawn one is printed. which is which? haha guess guess guess? haha

hehe i dunno why i even did that =x

look at the bake rice. so much cheese. haha hainanese chicken rice

haha me with my mushroom burger.

haha me in the dress but this isnt the colour i bought.

this is the actually colour. BLUE not GREY.

27 november, hubby and i werent suppose to meet but we met in the end because we were suppose to but his mom decided to ask him for his company to the bank. but around 3.30pm he said he was going to go swimming with his friend i asked if i could come along and he say can why not, then i said okay, but when i got there hubby's friend didnt turn up because he said it was raining at serangoon then i was like are you sure? haha then never mind la at least im with hubby to accompany him, we walked damn ass far to go to sengkang swimming complex, we didnt know that taking a LRT would be faster because all he heard from his mom was to walk straight haha. then when we reached there hubby swam a few laps and it started to dizzle then hubby continued till it rained heavy then hubby was like how long did i swim onli half an hour? haha then he washed up but then the life guard allowed the ppl to go back into the pool to swim because one of the guards said it was a passing cloud. lolx. then hubby shower leh then he was like what the. lolx. okay never mind, so we leave, to go to compass point to wal awhile before he went back home to get him stuff and go for dinner before going back into camp. haha. see i took photo when he was done swimming hehe.

look at his hair, wet and unstyled. lolx

then yesterday 28 november, i met hubby to go chill out because we both quite broke leh. hubby took half day off to meet me hehe. then we ate BK for lunch and went to the pet safari to see puppies all so cute please i want one. hehe. then after that decided to go back to my house void deck to sit and chat, then i started to tease hubby, haven teased him in quite awhile hehe then he was like enjoying it. lolx then he tease me back lah lolx naughty boy. must always be equal de lol. but i still win you ohhh. hehe. took some photo at the void deck too.

haha so cute he wearing my spec. quite suit him ah.

smile smile smile

pouts and smiles

smile and pouts

hehe me and my red nails and shirt.

work work work.

2008-11-19T19:33:00.002+08:00

im at home doing stupid marketing homework and my boyfriend is enjoying himself in at the movies watching madagesca. i only like the hippo and that big eye thingy hahaha. =( i wan to relax too... sobs sobs. i spent so much time on the stupid marketing homework till now i still haven even finish~ onli like 1/3 done =/ my gosh why is marketing so fuckin difficult la. grrrrr. HATE it. HATE it. HATE it. faster get over and done with man. grrrr

TIME TO GO BACK TO WORK..
stupid mood board. dunno how to do you up la.
nor do i know how to apply the bloody theory to it. grrrr.

sadded.

2008-11-19T00:46:00.004+08:00

this is how much someone can hurt me. what did i do wrong for you to say that i had attitude problem, i never once crossed someone who said it, firstly its okay if you just said that but after that why did you need to criticize my work? you aint a great artist after la. like you said, if there is fault you dun go round telling people about its faults. so why are you telling me? because you're jealous? or because you just in some kind of mood swing and im the angry venting machine for you? i love you as my friend but i hate you as an artist. i think you are the one who needs the check on attitude problems.

alamak

2008-11-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

i had to blog about our anni in the end... grrrrr...
he la lazy bum keep forgetting to blog grrr...

anyways ive been like super busy with school thats why i haven been blogging that much. now changed module, i got module on marketing, my gosh, it starts tmr, wish my luck... ish... out of all things marketing? lol nvm will see how it goes. keke..

6th month anni

2008-11-07T21:50:00.004+08:00

6th month anniversary date with my hubby. ride on the flyer, ate spegeddies for lunch, watched a movie at suntec, went to the arcade, sat on the esplanade roof, had zi char for dinner. had lots of fun hubby~ thanks for the wonderful day. muacks muacks love you. for more you can read our blog. if its not updated yet, do wait for it haha hubby's turn to blog thats why its taking awhile.

here are some photos for you guys to see:

max payne

2008-10-25T21:33:00.001+08:00

22 oct.
hubby came to meet me after school~ hehe. then we went the airport T3 to eat popeye's chicken~ hehe. then we walked around here and there. then i went to watsons to buy my bro the adidas dynamic deoderant spray, silver bottle that fragant smells so damn nice that i sprayed on my pillow that it remind me of my hubby~ haha. then we took mrt back to tamp and took a bus home. on the journey home i played with hubby then hubby got this erge to disturb me back haha. but the bus damn crowded so cant really play anymore haha. till the bus was less crowded then we continued to play haha~ then when i reached home, i missed my hubby leh~ haha. oh ya was suppose to meet the next day but hubby cant make it bcos his mom will like nag at home for going out so often~ sadded then we say we will go out on saturday~

25 oct.
today i went out with my hubby~ finally again~ woohoo. went out early then hubby and i got communication breakdown. but after that we managed to meet at the right place~ lolx. so we then went to suntec to play arcade[new game, rambo~ fun but tough], visit toys R us and try the witches hats haha~ and hubby say i look super cute~ haha then after watch movie["max payne", i didnt pay much attention i was busy doing something and teasing him 2 times, hubby, i think hubby wasnt really paying much attention too~ but i think we enjoyed the movie ALOT? haha=x], ate lunch at carl's jr[mmm yummy so long never eat leh], we took a taxi to singapore flyer[got a really nice taxi driver] went to there to check out the prices for our 6th month anniversary~ then after that we went to esplanade to check whats on the meal also for our 6th month anniversary but didnt see one, so decided to visit the roof~ haven been on the roof for ages, then it was time to go home~~ when we got to my place, we went to the void deck we haven sat at for a long time~ sat there and i teased hubby again, i think hubby was like trying of teasing me back but i didnt let him~ hahah. then after that it was time for me to leave even if i didnt wan too~

having lesson

2008-10-22T10:37:00.003+08:00

now im having creative writing lesson and i got group work to do. im doing my project with christina.. was presenting our funky love story that turns out bad. its kinda of like the novel i read a month ago~ the part where they agreed to take good care of a best friends child after she has a accident and passed on~ so the couple who was actually married who are divorced now bcos they were married for business inheritance and not love. but was forced to get back together bcos they're drunk words were in the will of the best friends.

and yeah im going to meet hubby later. woo hoo~ YEAH. but before that ive got typography and layout lesson first. boring lesson la~ grrrrr...

will come back and blog later after my meeting with hubby~

depression sinking in.

2008-10-10T12:26:00.004+08:00

DEPRESSION SINKING IN.

i dunno how to put this but i feel im not doing a good job being his gf. i feel like shit not letting him talk to other girls in flirtables, i feel this way is because when i went into my hubby's facebook acct and help check some stuff out and when i click upon flirtables, the flow of that girl's message that hubby told me of appears, then i saw this question thats makes me wonder SHOULD I NOT GIVE A SHIT OR SHOULD I CARE? the question was "does all your flirts ends the same way?" hubby replies, "yea kinda"...

my gosh what am i doing wrong?
am i not good enough?
am i too over protective?
am i just to sensative?
am i controlling him too much?

maybe i just care to much~ because im afraid he'll leave me?
i dunno what to do~ all i feel like doing is just crying. *sighs in tears

cupcake.

2008-10-07T16:00:00.008+08:00

cupcake...
bake bake bake..
been doing some baking.

self consumption. [chocolate castard]

for elaine and su's bdae which is for my cellgroup. [nutella]

for self comsumption. [chocolate chip]

haha and something that got nothing to do with baking lolx
the book i never finish reading that i borrowed from the library.

oh yeah people people... i got my results lehh~ oh my god. didnt expect to get lesser then 3.7 because that is my aim. but i got 3.57~ arrhhh shucks man. okay la i got As and Bs and B+s haha. for now is good enough i guess, just need to do better next time round which is my 2nd sem which starts in 2 weeks time.

newton circus

2008-09-23T21:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday, i went out with my sister to celebrate elaine's birthday, who is my cellgroup assistant leader. she is super cute. love her to death. hehe. then i was on the way le then i ask hubby to come along. then hubby came late and i was at newton circus le. haha then when he reached my cellgroup member, zhi han knows hubby la. what a super small world. haha close friends reunion haha. their secondary school friend. didnt know zhi han was from maris stella. hahaha. okay then like we ate a variety of stuff. haha. got gong gong which i didnt eat. then zhihan keep asking me to eat then i told him i dun wan then he say must be because onli hubby can peel it out for me~ haha. silly him haha. then hubby was like no and so was i haha. then got fried oyster omellette, bbq chicken wings, hokkien mee, gong gong and chilli sting ray. then we played secret number so the forfit to eat finish the left over food~ haha. i hate playing that game. but lucky never kena. haha. then zhihan and hubby saw sailors then zhihan say the sailor come to newton to sell the hawkers fresh seafood, so lame hahah. then zhihan also said he wan to box one of the sailor bcos sailors are known for fighting then after that he say he wan to accuse hubby for boxing them~ haha. okay la we had lots of fun there, then after that we went for dessert at dhoby ghaut. the younger people had to go home, then the older batch went for dessert. then went we were at the mrt station, zhihan wanted to beat me bcos i said something wrong abt him haha. then i say never mind i can slap him and hubby will protect me then zhihan was like saying aye aloysius, we good friends right? then hubby was like noooo. haha that when i felt woo hoo, hubby teng me. hehe he would turn down a friend just for me~ heheh. so touched. then in the mrt le. then hubby and i standed at the door then helena and elaine said we anti social~ haha i where got anti social~ grrr. haha. then i ask hubby for his psp so i can play then later davis started to talk to aloysius abt games. haha then marcus joined in with them haha. for the first time i see davis talk so much haha. then after awhile hubby was holding the handle then zhihan saw hubby's arm muscle then try to compare haha so funny~ haha. zhihan got a little muscle compared to hubby haha, when we reached then when we got to cafe cartel, we saw another of aloysius's old school mates named aloysius also haha. then okay hubby, helena, my sis, me, zhihan and davis shared a viking on the rocks, which is cookies with icecream. then davis mouth got hole~ everytime drip icecream here and there haha. we all kept laughing... then hubby had to leave le bcos it was like around 10plus le. late le. then when hubby left, we stayed on awhile longer then when elaine couldnt finish her cake, davis ate elaine's cheesecake bcos she had enough cake for the day. then davis say eat alot not nice to eat but he in the end also finsih eating it! funny boy. haha then soon after we decided to leave then when we left lots of funny thing happened like my cellgroup members keep bullying helena haha we play until everyone look at us like we are a show. haha super fun day~ hehe. oh ya we took photos but then i nv got them so cant post them on~

food.. mmm

2008-09-23T20:48:00.003+08:00

on sunday i baked kueh lapis, how ma fan but i still like baking it hehe.

and for the night it was western for dinner~~~ i help mommy out to prepare dinner~ hehe. had like steak, chicken drumsticks, fries, veg, mushroom soup and lastly garlic bread... see the photos. i know doesnt look as nice but very yummy~ ahaha.

omg

2008-09-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

author: mylene

14 sept
jinling and i went out to celebrate her bdae, then she and i went to Australia Outback Steak House for lunch, yummy chocolate thunder, played lots of arcade and guitar freak new game i like~ haha . then soon after hubby came to accompany me because actually he didnt come along because it was his grandma's birthday. then after that he has to book into camp.

16sept
hubby accompanied me and my sister to bishan library to borrow some book, then after accompanied me to far east plaza to find ZHOU HUI XIAO JIE, who need the photoshop cd from me so i had to travel all the way down just to lend to her. then after talking to her for awhile, i told her i needed to go le. then after that i went to the 4th level to pierce my ears for the first time... ouchyyyy. pain sia. what the hell~ haha. but never mind la. hubby was there to ease the pain~ hehe. thanks hubby. then after we went home, sat at void deck awhile before going home, teased hubby until he cant tahan~ haha. then had to go home le. because late le. so when home le, after dinner chatted with hubby on the phone, thank god hubby called my hp so can use headset, if i use house phone call him i cant hold the phone properly because my ears were hurting like hell. but it got better after awhile.

18 sept.
hubby and i went to vivo for dinner, hubby wanted to eat carls jr so we went to eat carls, then wanted to watcha a movie too but then movie timing not very good because i went out with hubby was bcos of my sister. my sister help me to bluff my parents so that i can meet hubby~ hehe. then jie also went to watch a movie with a guy~ then hubby and i think that the guy likes her. haha. anyways back to story hubby and i also arcaded, then near 10 we left vivo to go back then by the time we reached the void deck le was late le but hubby still accompany me to wait for my sis to come home. we were bored we were talking until it led to tease hubby hehe. but it was get super late le. like 11.20pm le. then hubby had to go if not he wouldnt have transportation back home then so when he left, i was alone waiting for my sis. then after that i got a lil scare because it was getting late le like going to midnight le. so i went home on my own instead. bcos sis say dun wait for her. told mom, sis still got meeting discussion~ then i dun wan to stay out so late. ya then after that hubby reach home and he slept early. around 1 am. i slept around 3am.

19 sept
hubby couldnt come out to meet me because his mom wants him to stay home and have lunch with her when he was suppose to have lunch with me. the cookies i baked also never give him in the end. i got sad. then i cried like an idiot i know it dumb la. but i just feel disappointed. i went to vivo on my own again~ went there for the balcony, arcade and page one book store, i meet a friend there. then after that i went home le. haha.

thanks to the ppl who comfort me~ ^^love you guys.

playing and yummy korean lunch

2008-08-31T17:43:00.005+08:00

was like super bored on friday so i decided to play with my sis hair. hahaha. i did like 3 hair styles. lols. i think you will notice it when u go out on the streets, one is the ah lian hair style, short on top and long below with hair clips, then the 2nd wan is the jap kinda girl act cute wan. haha. and lastly is the curry puff hair, the malay minahs will do that haha. then how i made her look like she had short hair? i clip her hair until you cant tell haha. the photo after is plain her haha. to show u before after because her hair is so long and to short how i did it. lol

ah lian hairstyle

jap girl hairstyle

curry puff hair. minahs.

short miracle (before is the below photo)

today had korean noodles for lunch, mommy, sis and me share 2 packets of korean instant noodle. yummy yummy. we added korean dumplings, cuttlefish balls, egg and rice cakes. hehe spicy sia but nice to eat. hehe. here are some photos. haha. enjoy....

waiting for water to boil.

boiling leh. hahah

the korean instant noodle.

cooking the seedweed, cuttlefish balls, rice cake and dumplings with the spicy seasoning.

cooked finish lehhh.

time to eat.... yum yum.

cookies crazy.

2008-08-30T13:41:00.004+08:00

ive got nothing better to do at home. so for the past few days ive been baking. hehe planning to bake today too~ hahaha. was trying out nice recipes which was peanut butter cookies and white chocolate chip chocolate cookies. they were great man. hehe. i bake peanut butter ones on tuesday it was meant for hubby and siti bcos on wednesday i met siti and hubby for lunch and we had a blast. talking about all our past secondary school years. and the white chocolate chip chocolate cookies was just baking for fun bcos i felt like baking it. hehe. here are some photos to let you see how it turns out haha.

oh goodness

2008-08-19T16:01:00.002+08:00

oh sharks man~ i wan a part time job. can someone find me one~ haha no sales and waitressing involved please and thank you. if there is even a relief teaching please so totally call me~ haha. i wanna teach art though, i think i other subjects cant make it haha. =x

oh crap i dun wan to go to school tml just to collect my works. how dumb that idiot teacher, so ma fan wan. we holiday le still keeps calling us to go back to do stuff. whats wrong with that old lady. grrrr

yeah im going out on thursday with jinling to go window shopping~ so long never see her le. heheh. yeah finally. then go for dinner too weeee. hehe. then hubby coming to meet us at vivo. hehe. yeah so happy i going to meet jinling and hubby if not i wouldnt see hubby for a very very long time. hehe.

update

2008-08-16T17:01:00.002+08:00

haven blogged in awhile le.
been busy with school but now im on vacation for 2 months woohoo.
yeah no more work to dooo.
now all i need to do is find a part time job and not rot at home so i can go out with hubby hehe.
then not only that.
for your information.
hubby and i have been good. ive been updating our blog more then my blog. very lazy to blog le nowadays. haha.
you can check our website out, its in my links. hehe.

i miss my hubby already when i just went out with him yesterday~ haha. silly me.

hotness.

2008-06-19T21:48:00.001+08:00

today im happy happy happy~~~ i finally went out with hubby once again~ hehe. i so totally skipped lesson just for him~ hehe oops. what to do~ i miss hubby too much le. really miss him alot~ if not i will have to wait very long le. dun wan la... i cant wait de. haha. and hubby purposely took half day off just for me. how could i not resist the temptation of meeting him. hehe.

we went to suntec to grab lunch and catch a movie. we were walking to carls jr for lunch and we stopped too see there was camera crews at kenny rogers. hehe. guess who. it was dawne yeo and tay ping hwee. HUNKKK~ gaga. hehe. so handsome.[hubby dun jealous!] ya then we continued to walk towards carls jr and then like real ya soon after lunch we went for that movie, the incredible HULK~ woooo. the movie not bad sia. recommended to watch~ hehe then after the movie. we went to the arcade to play house of the dead4 and guess what again, we saw dawne and ping hwee. there were acting a scene at the arcade playing the beat as hit as you can game with the huge hammer. haha. then when hubby was changing money to tokens i was looking at ping hwee, and he smiled at me TaoYan hehe then i got distracted by him when i was playing the game hehe... oh ya, damn sad la, my house of the dead right hand side gun spoilt. idiot person dunno how to play properly go and spoil it. grrrr. then when play finish le then i kept looking at ping hwee and hubby got a little jealous but i teh my way through. hehe. then after that we played mario kart. hehe. then hubby won la. always.... grrr. hehe. then after that we went off le. he send me home. then i pei hubby to eat his dinner~ went to eat western again~ hubby never get sick of it de. haha always eat different things there too much variety le. lolx. then after that we went to the most favourite void deck to sit but apparently there was an indian guy there. so we sat the next block and soon after we went back to our favourite void deck bcos he left. hehe then sat and chatted till 7. then i had to go le. so i went home and we parted.

omg

2008-06-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

OMG. my hubby is reading all my secrets. omg. hahaha. he was like laughing at the entries that i wrote about him~ hehe.

yeah its a weekend. rest and get to see hubby tmr~ yeah yeah yeah.... but boooo! bcos i dun get to chat with my hubby for long on the phone bcos his mom doesnt know abt us and she will keep complaining if he talks long on the phone. haiz what to do~

oh my god you know today i did like drawing of tree. i almost died man~ i hate drawing trees. ask me to draw flower okay la ask me draw trees. NO WAY~~~~ but what to do its part of assignment~ haiz. monday we are going to draw motorcycles and bikes~ haha. tough but i'll try~ as long as im willing to learn there will be a way~~~ hehe

bored and confused~

2008-06-10T09:43:00.004+08:00

lala in class now~ haha having the illustator lesson~ im paid attention in class but im caught no balls abt it~ why my lecture go so fast. alamak~ thank god sharif is coming to my house to teach me~ happy happy~ got free lessons and sharif teach then i think i can understand better~ teacher teach i also blur sia~ hahha. wad clip mask, patterns into a shape, etc etc. hahah so LOST siol~

i miss my hubby leh~ haiz. hubby today got soccer match at 7 in the morning in morning that i give him a wake up msg~ bcos i guessed that he kind of woke up leh haha. oh ya and hubby wants to go Kbox out of the blues haha. so our saturday is jam packed with kung fu panda and Kbox. dunno got enough time mah~~ haha. hope there will be.

oh yeah i got nothing better to do so im going ART friend later to buy my drawing block, file for art block? not sure later then decide. my pencils for shading~ totilion [to to kant] for shading too. haha. erm what more? dunno le. just spend la.

1st month anniversary~

2008-06-08T14:19:00.003+08:00

haha our one month has passed~ yeah...

okay, i meet him in the morning because i didnt have school on thursday nor friday but i lied to daddy so i can accompany my hubby since he took off days for me~ haha. so we decided to have breakfast, so we went to mac to eat~ haha. then after that we travelled to plaza singapura, we went for a movie, we watched iron man that was my 2nd time watching because hubby didnt watch and i promised i will accompany him to watch it so we watched~ hehe. then it was around 2 plus le. we went to collect the rings that hubby gotten for us the week before~ and after collecting them we wore them straight away hehe. then i wanted to eat carl jr, hubby and i shared one meal. hehe then we decided to go to our favourite hang out place. ESPLANADE~ haha. ya took photos there. we sat there for a while and it got hot. so we decided to go to suntec's STARBUCKS for our new most favourite drink dark mocha frappachino, where dark cocoa and chocolate meets mocha~ ahaha. mmmm yummy yummy. then we decide to walk a little here and there before hubby sends me home~ haha. we sat at the void deck and chatted before i went home. didnt wan to part from my hubby hehe~ had too much fun~

then friday we went to out again~ went for breakfast at tamp inter. we went to vivo~ had lunch at carls jr again he didnt mind neither did i~ haha. we arcade and sat at the nice balcony with the view and relaxed, then went to orchard to view zhouhui, jackson and sophia. haha so long never see them le. then after that hubby send me home again but this time round i seriously didnt wan to leave my hubby because its the last time im going to see him till next saturday which is like far away~ then i almost cried la. but hubby dun let me~ of cos because he will feel as bad as i feel too. so i control then i called to talk to him~ haha. ya thats how the whole week was like~

oh ya before our anniversary that wednesday we also meet~ haha...

okay here are some photos for you too seee~~~

boyfriend.

2008-06-03T10:14:00.000+08:00

oh my god when was the last time i blogged lol i think it is about a month ago. haha. okays its been more than a month now~ hahah. its about a month plus. haha. okay i got alot to tell ready to start reading your eye balls out. haha.

firstly, i got myself a new boyfriend. haha he's name is aloysius lim jun jie, he is currently servicing National Service(protecting the country by commanding his man to do work~) okay why i say that is because he is a segeant a 3SG i think its the lower ranks ones bcos he was from JC okay then he got this like super cute thing going on i have no idea wad but he never seems to fail to make me laugh no matter what. haha. he is up everything i always wanted he is the kind of guy i alway wanted then i know that i dun like guys that smokes but he does but he promised to quit no matter what just for me i hope he does that la. that silly boy. oh ya how i met him? FACEBOOK~ hahah. flirtable, he was on confinement when i met him online he was using his hp, so i decided to give him my number because it would be way easier for him to chat with me that way. so we chatted for one whole day till the next day 5plus am. smsing and talking on the phone and i found out that i kinda liked him to just hint hint then he also wanted to tell me but dunno how so when i hinted i didnt really expect him to ask me to be his gf but ya he did. shocker but i accepted. i was kinda happy and kind weird bcos we haven met and all. its just the first day of knowing him. but now its already a near one month together, this coming thursday is the one month anniversary. i meet him like 3 times so far and this week im meeting him 4 times in a round~ hahah. okay im improving my relationship by meeting him as much as i can. i meet him 2 time during his confinement he deserted camp just to meet me and thats like against the rules la. but he didnt care and he never regretted it so. im happy abt that la. haha hubby and i even got a song and its an old mariah carey song "always be my baby" but we like the david cook version better. haha. so like when i meet him last friday i was like happy bcos i finally get to see my hubby again and that he aint in camflogue army outfit even though he looks super cute in it~ hahah. then we went to plaaza singapura and then hubby brought me to buy our rings. spent 108dollars. oh my god expensive sorry hubby. then after selecting and all the salegirl told us cant collect straight away de must wait bcos we using laser engravements, then it takes a longer time then she say you both come back and collect on the 5th of june? then we were like its our anniversary. lolx is that a sign? hubby says yes. hehe. so happy. becos we went out on friday was to celebrate our one month. haha becos he was suppose to be in camp but now took off le so we can celebrate it again~ haha. okay back to story then we went esplanade after that, sat there quite long then exchange music via bluetoothing bcos hubby wanted his songs. lolx. then we went for dinner, then dunno wad to do after dinner so we decided to go back to esplanade to sit. lolx and when we reached there he looked for our song on his hp then it was so romantic la then hubby started to sing for me. oh my god. then we hug hug kiss kiss. hehe give a lil detail. haha. then its like hubby damn romantic la. he knows how to melt me man~ haha then after that hubby sent me home. we were like on the bus the damn crowded then we found a standing spot and hubby secured me inbetween his both hands haha. then we talked and kissed and laughed alot got alot of funny things la. haha. and he sent me all the way to my doorstep even came into the house for a few seconds to see the house. my first ever so serious boyfriend in my house. haha. wad a feeling man~ haha. then after that we smsed for awhile then i went to sleep. but i had a blast with him. hehe.

sch ah sch

2008-04-23T12:29:00.003+08:00

oh my god yesterday was like a super uber weird day la. first time have lesson in class with all total strangers then like weird weird lor. then like i meet total new people in class like this cute guy called titha pine. lolx i know weird name but he is mix blood~ haha. then there is jocelyn the first girl i meet on the first day which i was sitting in the audi. then fiora and valerie is from my orientation group. then the rest all new people like group people, CONNIE, KAREN, DEAN, YINGYING. phobie, ai me? lolx. dunno how to spell her name. and the list goes on. lolx. we are class T04and T07~ lolx. we all same class for the rest of the sem 1 and 2~ woot. hehe. okay la. wad happen to all the handsome guys sia. lolx. then when sch ended i meet see toh wai kay. hehe new online friend. but then know each other one day but then yesterday meet le. haha he say i fat. idiot bastard sia. oh my god. no la bcos of the angles i take my photo la. haha. oops. then he so called send me home. but not all the way until dhoby ghaut onli la. haha. then he went home. after that we chat online again. but i EMO la. wad he says will affect me de lor. my new target. him lolx.

today, im currently in the library lab doing my research stuff but then got com so i decided to blog lor. haha since so long never blog le. lolx. then okay then let say later im got plans le la. today got the CCA fair, and i wanna join SQUASH hehe. daddy is the new coach i think~ haha. yeah meeee.... but then got try outs wan la. which is like next week. oh my god. stress ah stress. ohhh noo. i dunno wads going on in lesson now. haha. i think i continue blogging later bah. now cant concentrate. lolx.

super uber camp

2008-04-19T12:22:00.004+08:00

screammmm. i love camp! it was awesomeeee. i went for like the first day but then i fall sick, so i went home the next day, which was the day when we were at sentosa, for our games activities till 2 in the morning. then the 2nd day i didnt go missed out on the fun. then 3rd day went back it was fun... there was dragon boating more games and i got a uber sun burn.

arhhh i love the camp organiser.. CALEB.. so hot.. my fav kinda guy, the humour, the looks, the smile, the tan, the hair ahhhh. droolssss.

orientation day:
icebreaker between all of us. i got into different groups from huihua, ariz ans james. but then i got to know my darling WOMENs ivoly and muiling so its fine. my fun branch of people. i got into Franco and hua they all got into OTTO. and my sub emperor was francton. my SUPER UBER COOL team. i love my ogls. they rock my socks la... i love you guys.

CAMP--
1st day:
day stations game- aladin and his lost marbles, maze blind folded[pac man human version], creating Barbie's parachute, touching the person infront of you while running[a card that tells you where we are suppose to hold], match and forfeit. cant really reminder le. too many to reminder. then lunch, then more games, discussion about the performance night play. Goldie locks and the 3 bears but modified version to our liking. then dinner. then we gathered at the mushroom to take a mrt down to habour front, to get to sentosa. pay entry fees. lolx. erm at sentosa, played stations games- which part of body must touch the floor and code game. then back to holding area and thens when i started feeling ill. it was 2 plus le. i reached home at 4am. slp at 4. 30am.

2nd day:
stay home and rest, but i missed out on the fun.
but was told that it was super scary. had night walk in school and they did a game on it. abt a boy and girl had a relationship but one day the boy broke up with her. and this girl loved sewing so she would sew and sew and sew things for him and put it in a nicely wrapped box. but the boy got angry one day and throw it back at her and told her to stop it. she got real emo and did something super stupid and scary. she sewed herself and gave it to the boy and the boy drop down to his knees and cried because did he still love her. eeeee scaryyy. got the visuals la... eeee. somemore design school in temasek, is known as the most haunted one. eeeeee..

3rd day:
meet all the teacher that is going to teach us. then went to support our design school at the sport complex then went to support the dragon boating at bedok reservoir which is next to the sch. then had lots of fun cheering and stuff. then the ogl's poured loads of water on us la. got super wet la. then i got a super uber bad sun burn la. sleeve burns... eeeee.. it took me 4 months to be white now im back to square one or maybe even worst. browner then before. ugly la then after the whole even we had a debrief before we leave. we need to write comments for all our members in FRANTON~ hehe. i got good comment. hehe. i love my people. muacks. FRANTON rocks... muacks...

i love the shirts they designed. super cool~ me loveeeee. hey here are some pics. from camp~ haha. i love the cheers tooo... i cheer until no voice le...

MY DARLING ORIENTATION GRP LEADERS during the mass dance on orientation first day not the camp day. I LOVE YOU THREE~ muack muack muacks
left to right: carissa, vivien and jeremy[jem]

the free bento dinner, we ate before going to sentosa.

the franton banner the team made.

on the mrt towards sentosa.
my darling nadiah sitting below the HOT franton banner.

in the mrt. FRANCO head leader. yi jie[jiejie] posting hehe.so cute ah.

me and my WOMAN ivoly at sentosa. hehe. too dark. hehe.

the super uber sun burn i got with my hair rubber band mark~ lolx
this is is 3rd day le. so ugly... eeee.

planet shakers

2008-04-13T15:30:00.002+08:00

wow so long never blog le... now blogging~~ =)
recently lots of things happened but paul breaking up with me is the hard thing to let go but im kinda over it now. bcos friendship is way better then relatinships. so like wadever to GUYS from online now on... i had enough lolx. no moreee.... enough is enough...

oh my freaking god...
i will never forget PLANET SHAKERS CONCERT~~~
it was so freaking awesome.
oh ya tim hudges was there tooo. all the yummy christian men~ mmmmm.

the
SINGING
JUMPING
PRAISING
SCREAMING
WORSHIPING
wooo. made me so tired but all worth the while.

oh man, i love all the song. i'm so gonna get planet shaker's new album call "free".
who ever is reading this. trust me you must get it. the song are like super nice...

oh my god not onli that... got alot of cuties who were at the concert. like this two super hot guys who sat two rows infront of me and my sis. they were super active... i likeeeee. i guess everyone is super active when it come to worshiping the lord~

woohooo~

2008-03-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

sweet. im all done with my enrolment applications~ WOOHOO~
now i so super happy. cant wait to go to sch~ weeeeeeeee.
hmmm but orientation a little to long~ i dun think i wanna go all 4 days~ haha.

poly

2008-03-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

weee i got my poly letter le. i start school on 21April~ weeeee... i cant wait to go to sch~
eee damn sian leh... i need to go medical check up~

oh yeah yesterday, i went out with jiejie for awhile to get mama a present for her bdae which is on monday. mama didnt even notice that we went out. we told daddy and daddy was like orh okay go lor. haha. surprising mama on monday with the handbag we bought from charles and keith. that cost $49.90 haha. then after we bought the bag le. then me and jiejie went to buy korkor's wow card then after that jie wanted to play mario kart. then after that we saw got alot of ppl then we decide to play house of the dead 4~ ahaha. then after that went home.

2008-03-10T10:24:00.004+08:00

haha. weiwen did this for me~ then then 2nd one is i did it myself. haha~ erm if you wanna play check the website out~ www.magmypic.com. make yourself famous~ haha

postings

2008-03-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

my poly posting results are out and i got into visual communications and not digital media design. wad in the world la. aiya nvm at least its still a design course. i'll bear with it bcos it just 3 yr and i hope i'll love it, even though i hate the travelling part. haha. FAR. never mind la make new friends and learn new things IM UP FOR IT. so bring it on~~~

last day at work

2008-03-01T13:10:00.004+08:00

i miss work already.. this one week has been a blast man~ im so great i got to experience the working industrial world. its tough but manageable. FUN bcos of the working environment people. it was a pleasure working with jones lang lasalle MARCOM department. i love my colleagues which are now my friends. super fun ppl~ oh ya then i even baked cookies for them before i leave. then violet and kwang in say that i set the standards too high le~ haha. they love me~ hahaha=X last day of work was super fun~ we took some photos too. haha. here are 2 photos of my department. erm a few ppl not in it though. haha. and the rest is randoms~ haha.

left to right: me, deric, olivia, violet
buttom left to right: kwang inn, gareth and vincent

left to right: me, deric, olivia, violet
buttom left to right: kwang inn, gareth and vincent

Lynn's table. Lynn is the girl im taking relief for. haha my desk for the week.

vincent and violet eating the cookies i made for them~ haha.

this is after work~ haha.

I MISS JONES LANG LASALLE's MARCOM DEPARTMENT~ I LOVE YOU GUYS~ GO OUT FOR HIGH TEA SOMETIME SOON~~~~ MISS YOUU... muacksss

work~

2008-02-27T20:49:00.001+08:00

i haven updated my blog in quite some while now~ erm i just got a job but its just for the week but i think why not. experience mah~ good pay somemore. meet more people too. im working in Jones Lang Lasalle as a freelance web developer. which will get paid 500dollars at the end of the week. weee. this job introduce to me by mr kelvin~ thanks mr kelvin~ oh ya im working with the 6 people real nice people~ erm let start with kwang inn, she is my supervisor, she treat me lunch on my first day~ then there is deric, vincent, violet, gareth(colleagues) and olivia(supervisor head i think~). first two days was okay wasnt so bad just that alot of system problems, but ysd i was assigned to rebuild a website with their template and then tranfer whatevr is need in ti so i was like transfering and then i got another assignment given to me~ i was like erm do the more urgent one then ya i didnt really know how to do so deric and kwang inn help me out super duper THANK YOU to the two of them if not i would have straggled and died there lolx~ haha. today is my 3rd day le~ today is a super duper stressful day at work. still working on the vietnam website and then i think got coding problems but have to solve la. i hope it turns out fine~~~ =X i hopes its a good one too. never knew that it would be this stressful~ WHAT TO DO, I'M IN THE WORKING INDUSTRIAL FOR THE WEEK. MUST BE UP TO STANDARDS.haha i all i know is that i learn super duper alot of exp and stuff from this job. im glad i took it~ weeee.. haha. i need a super duper massage and hug from zonghuan~ hahah. oh yeah then ysd zonghuan ask me out~ haha. ask me go with him to a dinner at some hotel on sat, he got invited and was allowed to bring someone so i guess my name popped up first but i had to reject bcos i dun think that i can make it la~ i wish i could but i dun think i can~ then not only that i told him i cant then he say why cant, i talk to you parents for you. then i say wad are you going to say? then he say im going to tell your parents im your boyfriend. then i was like huh~ insane please. mom will murder, die will kill~~~ noooo~ haha. then he was like please? then i was like huh dun wanna try asking le. i just went out last week with you and gang le. then he was like but your dad was fine with you going out last week ma so why this week cant. then after that i dun remember wad i say le~ lolx. oops. oh ya then you know wad. zonghuan surprisingly changed his facebook profile pic to us~ haha. is that sign or is it just plain oh 'i like the photo' so i put it there to show. then he kept saying im so pretty. i like this photo. lolx. i was like giggling la. haha so weird la. he kept complimenting haha~ adorabe fellow~ you know wad he is the only guy that i continue talking to that we could connect so well~ its just like MATCH MAKE IN HEAVEN~ lolx. okay better not say so fast haha~ haha. just now on the bus the whole journey was chatting with zonghuan. lolx. then zonghuan was like trying to entertain me i think ahha. he say to me that he wanna meet me tml~ he wanna go my work place to meet me to eat waffles and icecream lolx. come all the way to eat or to meet me de~~~~ WEI~ hahaha.

kbox

2008-02-24T14:58:00.005+08:00

wahaha yesterday went kbox~ so fun~ celebrate huihuas birthday~ huihua, hweebeen, winnie, zonghuan and me~ haha. we were damn high~ hahah. FIRST TIME SEE ZONGHUAN HAHA SO HAPPY~~~ but wah lau. zonghuan bully me la~ he sit on me~ asshole~ not once or. like twice or 3 times not sure la. then after Kbox. we were going for dinner at cityhall subway but then no space so we bought take aways and walk back to esplanade roof for our dinner. then i and zonghuan shared one drink~ one hell of a disgusting drink~ THANKS HOR DARLING. coke, barley, ice lemon tea[i think] and spite. wah lau damn weird tasting la. like drinking medicine~ haha. but then one of my gf say we indirect kissing bcos we share drink lolx~ okay la after then after that we talked then around 9.30 plus left le~ then they all left le. then i go home on my own. he was suppose to send me home~ haiz. but he didnt. he went to find his colleagues at a pub. then after that i sms him lor. then he told me. then he apologise. then i told him dun need to apologise. i shouldnt expect so much from him anyways~ he also not my bf~ okay la so anyways. here are some pics for you guys to see~

cake provided by KBOX

me and birthday girl~ huihua

zonghuan and me. my darling hehe muacks

the asshole leaning on me~ haha. he was tired. interlogging arms too oops

hwee been and me.

the asshole is still leaning on me~ lean until so shuang somemore

zonghuan, huihua, hweebeen, me and winnie~

birthday girl cutting cake~ hahah.

superduper cool~

2008-02-18T10:55:00.004+08:00

we need this in singapore. haha. bcos i'll take it the most~ hahaha. we need a HUG CAMPAIGN~ i think alot of people need a hug in singapore. haha. its so cool that they even petition for the free hug campaign. thats our rights. not onli that in the video there is a real awesome part which a skater boy skate and jump over a boy lying on the floor and continues to skate and throws himself for the hug~ real cool~

vdae

2008-02-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

im so hooked on to zonghuan~ haha. oops. is he hooked on to me too?~ haha. he calls me often~ hehe. im happy. weee. hahaha. im glad we're best friends. haha :)

ysd, valentines day was like okay la. whole day talk to zonghuan~ haha. he entertained me haha. bcos i said i dun have a date then he was like you have just that you cant go out. then i laughed and say ya lor. haha. HE IS MY DATE lor. lolx. we had fun chatting away haha. real fun~

hey i hope i can go out next week for huihua's birthday~ KBOX lehh... haha. and i hope zonghuan can join us too~ hehe. then i can finally see zonghuan. hehe. my adorable ASSHOLE~ bcos im his idiot. lolx.

zonghuan, stop using my word AWESOME can~ haha. always use it again me bcos you forbid me from using it. RAWR. not fair. hmph. i still cant believe that day you said it to the girl who was working at the donut stall~ haha. you too adorable leh. hahaha. funny le. she even laughed with you. cant believe she is like even laughed along. did she understand our language of lameness? haha

zonghuan

2008-02-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

arhhhhhhhhh~ haha. i fall in love with this stupid fellow called ZONGHUAN remember from the previous entry~ haha oops. haha. i dunno why the more i talk to him the more i wanna be with him la. okay the most awkward thing is that he's not use to it. bcos he always say to me, how can you like me so much when he haven even much~ then i will be like why not ask yourself then ask me again~ haha. this isnt one sided thing okay~ haha. he likes me too, he is the one who is interested in me first then after that he use his CHARMS to make me fall for him~ hahaha [okay i know i have to be thick skin to say this]. no la but seriously he a really nice guy~ we'll see where it leads us.

oh yah like 2 days back. zonghuan made me cry. asshole. no one made me cry so hard in my entire life please. its the first, i think it better be the last~ this asshole fault la, he emo then make me emo, and worry abt him. stupid fellow not nice to influence me, i got feelings to kay. you had to go say all those stupid things then make me damn emo la. you testing me issit? i got feelings for you thats why i dun wan you to do anything stupid to yourself lah. i dun understand why you have to compare my past against your situation~ its not right like i said, mine is the past. I'LL STOP YOU NO MATTER WHAT. i dun give a shit im going to make it my business to stop you, dun be a fool and play with your life. its so not AWESOME at all... dun forget our 'hate' relations~ i'll be there for you no matter what. i'm just a phone call away. i'll try my best to comfort you all you want. i wan so bad to give you a hug but i cant bcos you know i cant go out.

then yesterday zonghuan and i chatted on the phone. and very awesomely he fall aslp on me. lolx. he wad shagged from all the visiting i guess. haha and maybe he eat too much bak kua. haha. always eat nv share =X

zonghuan dun forget our deal we made this morning. our holiday trip to EUROPE~~~ weeee. i wanna gooo. haha. you paying =X haha. AWESOME~

lunar new yr

2008-02-08T11:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR LOVERS.

haha~ oh my god... there is this guy called zonghuan, who is interested in me thats wad he claims la. lolx then he said that im very appealing and cute, thats why he is attracted. thats like so weird please. lolx. then we been chatting for awhile now la. he is like wad chee na la but speaks english. lolx. but okay la. quite a funny guy. lolx. nv fails to make me laugh de~ haha.

then that stupid cheehow, he called me at 2 plus in the morning on chinese new yr day. i was like slping le lor. gong boy~ haha. cheehow is suppose to make me fall for him~ lolx. then i told him dun please bcos i scare i fall and not be caught. then he say it all depends. kena sai la. then he quoted "whatever wasnt suppose to happen, happens and whatever was suppose to happen, doesnt happen" then i quoted "i dun wanna fall and not be caught but yet i wanna fall bcos i been through it all" then he was like haha. okok so we will see how it goes okay. duh if not how~ hahaha.

then valence even better. ask me whether i interested in him~ i was like huh? i dunno lolx. then ask to ran then i give 7 to 8. still average to me. he say very high, then he wan to date me for vdae lol. then i was like erm cant go out remember. haha. then i told him to wait till i go poly then he say he got other girls waiting for him then i say then dun wait lor. not as if im the onli girl in the world. lolx. then he say he sense jealousy. lol. where got sia. like that say is jealous le. then i die liao lor. everything i also jealous~ hahaha. he got a deal, if i left his name on my nick he will owe me one hr deposit of hugs and kiss and every 2 days its still there one hug one kiss~ haha. then not only that he stole my sentence "later you see me you are the one that run away ah" so he owes me 10 dates with him~ hahah.

break it off

2008-02-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

yeah single again~ haha. okok not really single. i still got someone~ haha. but its not jack. jack is out of my life. ya i know, shocker right. never mind if i can deal with it, you can too. jack is happily flirting around again i can tell. trixie is like telling me that he told her abt us~ wad a jerk la. he would rather talk to a stranger then talk to me abt it. he didnt even bother to call me or sms me to ask why. that tells you how much he doesnt love me anymore. so my decision was right. even if i may miss him a little cos i still do love him. its not a matter of our love but our communication. our communication just brok down. to long of a story to even write it down. haha. LAZY. anyways i hope he is having fun flirting around with the girls. YEAH now i can flirt all i wan and not be bother by being in a relationship even though its a little pathetic bcos i was kinda looking forward to valentines day haha.

my god bro, clax told me to stop flirting around too much. i agree. he also had to stop flirting haha. i think he is scare of losing his gf le. now then realise that he going to lost her soon a lil late la. i told him dun flirt le. still dun believe. lolx. somemore he flirt is damn FLIRTATIOUS kind. haha.

cupcakes?

2008-01-29T10:56:00.000+08:00

weee.... chocolate cupcake anyone~ hahaha. i baked them last night~ heheh. haha none for you~ RAWR all mine heheh.

video

2008-01-28T17:35:00.000+08:00

watch this video its cute~ i wan my wedding to be like this haha. so does my sister haha~

bikini

2008-01-28T16:24:00.000+08:00

what the hell please. haha bored haha. i think i shall bake some cookies later~ hehe. bored until nothing better to do hahaha. i was so bored this morning that i went and paint my nails RED lolx.

ysd talked to hubby over the phone for awhile when i came back from dinner. before that i was at toa payoh shopping for my bros stuff. then i saw this bikini i wanted so i bought it hahah~ its blue~ ME LIKEY hahaha. its so cute. haha. now i can go swimming with tina~ haha. she always wanted to go swimming but i cant go with her, bcos no suit lolx. now can tan also~ haha oops. yeah to my FIRST BIKINI~ so cheap somemore haha.

sian

2008-01-26T12:28:00.000+08:00

thanks ben for downloading the song for me. but you still owe me 2 more songs lor. wah lau. oh shit see la. everytime wah lau at me. now i also go wah lau~ stupid SAINT~ you are one hell of a SAINT lor, who has to find alot of dealer from freaking china, which later kena cheated i laugh ah~ you owe me ur atm card also~ you say you give me the $90 in your account bcos you say thats all you got and you say take lor~ so i wan it. so i can go shopping wahahaha. stupid fello stop being a freaking tape recorder when you are multitasking and stop speaking other languages to me~ i dun understand la.... hahah. then you still dare say i dun reply you~ bcos you are weird thats why i dun wanna reply you~ talking to yourself is way better then dragging me into your weirdness please... wah lau~ dun di siao me leh. i will help you promote if i free la okay~ hahaha. i know you need the money~ so can i get commission if i help you get customers? hahaha.

wads going on?

2008-01-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

haven blogged for awhile now.

ive been rotting my butt of at home practically everyday~ im having a headache now. ate panadol le but still no effect. haiz. falling sick le i guess.

just recently like a couple of days back i went to cut my hair. wad suppose to highlight my hair using my mom's excess dye from her side but she didnt highlight her hair so no dying for me. crap. haha.

and i have started to become an emotional wreck i dunno why leh. haiz. its so uncontrollable. if i feel like crying i just cry. thats all i feel le. no angry, frustration, etc but got gloomy and sad onli. i dunno wads wrong with me. then just ysd. i cried on the phone while talking to hubby then hubby got angry bcos he hates people who cries. but wad am i to do i just couldnt control the tears. it just came rushing down my face like a water tap.

im feel very stress that im a emotion wreck. not fun being it. i dunno wads bothering me but i just cant tell wads happening. am i turning insane? do i have depression from being locked up in this house for 24/7? am i not happy with my life? arhhhh i think i need to see a shrink!

i think i dunno how to express myself through word. so thats why im always blogging abt it.

tainted.

2008-01-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

this happened today morning before she when to sch~ this sucks to say but my darling tina is upset and today i was talking to her. she's been miserable for 3 days. hasnt been eating nor sleeping well~ my heart just dropped the moment she ask me to look at her over the webcam. oh damn she was weak and crying her heart out. that hurt me the most to see my friend in pain and misery bcos of some stupid jerk. damn that jerk, why do you have to make things go bad just bcos of a stupid small thing over not showing you her wallet. that pissed me off the most. if he was a gentleman he wouldnt have take it so seriously and now wad. things went sour and she is crying over you you stupid piece of shit. she likes you cant you see but now you have to go break her heart and go silent on her. wad kinda gentlemanly friend are you~ not answering her calls and her smses. all she wants is an answer from you~ wads so hard abt that. it was a yes or no answer~ its kills her not knowing why you doing this to her. and you said you would spend valentines with her so she paid $500 just to change her flight to come back before valentines when she could have spend another 3 days with her family which she hasnt seen for a year. do you think thats fair to her. where ever you are. i hope you feel the miserable and rot in hell for treating a nice person like her like shit. i know how she felt okay bcos in my unofficial dating life, i had this guy silent break with me and i didnt know the answer why. it was so miserable anyways pondering why he just leave like that. this kinda guys should be put into our shoes to see how it feels. it sucks to the core. i told her,"friends are all you need, you dun need a guy in your life to tell you that life is prefect or wonderful. life isnt always prefect . with or without a guy it doesnt matter. all you need is the moral support of your love one and you will live a happy life!"

tina dun worry. i'll always be there for you, no matter what. despite the distance, im always there if you need me, im just a phone call away. and if you real real need me there for you i'll try my very best to get out of my hse and travel to clementi to find you. i will try my best to give you all the comfort in the world just to make you smile once again~ bcos seeing you like that kills me inside too. see a friend in pain is the worst thing to see, worst then seeing your own break ups. dun think so much leh. forget abt this jerk he is not worth your tears. and dun cancel your flight just bcos of this jerk. your family is more important then him. you haven seen your family for a year already. its the time to go back to visit them after all their your family. the ones who will be there for you 24/7 all your life. okay if he doesnt celebrate valentines day with you, you can always celebrate it with friends. if i can go out on valentines day you can celebrate it with me and hubby~ [i hope hubby doesnt mind] but even if he minded, i'll still spend time with you bcos you are my friend. i will give you that moral support you need. bcos to me in a relationship, everyday can be valentines day, it doesnt mean we always have to follow the calendar to say there is only one valentines day in a year~ [i dunno if hubby will agree with me on this] if you love each other, valentines day can be celebrate anytime of the year even without an occassion to celebrate too~ and tina. please eat something for the sake of me. dun wan to torture yourself so badly bcos of him. its time to move on. yes, it takes time to heal but im sure it will be fine. be happy when you leave sg to see your family. if you need to talk just call me. i dun mind spending that money on that call from vietnam just to comfort you. all you have to think abt now is to finish up that 2 projects before you leave for vietnam on the 24jan. im gonna miss you~

hubby i think you needa bake that cake for tina, she desperately is in need of a dark chocolate cake~ haha. she need the cheering up of a good comfort food~ so do i~ haha. i also need. but i wan you more then i wan the cake =P. but i still wanna taste the cake~ haha.

hubby and i haven been chatting as much as we use too on the phone but we do chat just that its shorter hours. he's been busy with work and school~ then he will tired and so will i bcos of the hours that he works. and by the time he is back i'll be tired but i wanna talk to him bcos it makes me happy to hear hubby's voice. even if i dun chat on the phone oops. heheh. but once i hear his voice i wouldnt be as tired as i was before. he is my energy~ and all i have to say is that i dunno what i would do without you hubby. i love you. and i miss you trucks loads. muacks.

yeah?

2008-01-19T12:44:00.000+08:00

lala. yeah i got the slippers that i wanted ysd.... weee. then i saw amanda again. lolx. then i was surprised to see suriati there too doing her attachment~ haha. how wonderful~ i so long never see the both of them~ haha. i still haven buy the dress~ lolx. so ex. i give up on it leh~ haha. now i only wan to buy mascara, fake eye lashes, lip gloss and get my ears pierced~ hehe. how..... i wan them all~ money money money!! no money~ broke ah broke...

first time in our relationship, hubby got worked up and got pissed off, not because of me but his com but he bang his anger on me. i mean its always been me getting worked up on stuff but not hubby. i got a little scare bcos he was angry, so i went on silent mode. bcos i dunno wad to say. but all is forgiven.

then just ysd kiat told me he broke up with his gf~ and he is happy abt it~ so i guess i should be happy that he is happy. the reason they broke up was bcos he said he cant trust her anymore. his gf treats him as an invincible fellow around her friends. so friends comes first to her. its like that la. she still young thats why~ 15 yrs old only~ when she gets older she will understand more abt relationships. he say he not use to it. but getting the hang of it. bcos she been with her for like a year plus. so its take time to adapt~ haha.

now talking to hubby and kiat. telling kiat abt my past relationships. haha. and telling hubby abt kiat's relationship lolx.

depression~ haha

2008-01-17T12:10:00.000+08:00

so lame. i got depressed over a stupid minor thing. lolx. i mean okay la. it means alot to me but it means more to hubby so i wouldnt let it bother me~ hubby needs to earn that money~ i cant be selfish and always think of onli myself. all i have to think is that i was the first to get that flower. nothing more. the stupid thoughts of being the only one to have it was stupid. i so totally got over it. HUBBY~ happy making those flowers for other peoples Valentines. =)

i miss hubby~ im sorry for acting this way. i know i turning kuku already. ya i keep saying that, i am turning insane. or rather am insane leh. eeekks.

hey i recieved a letter from ite again. but its something different. ite want to give me a certificate of merit for the good results i been having over the 2 yrs. haha. sian another ceremony to go too~ i haven even decided if i wanted to go for my own graduation ceremony~ arhhhhh. cant decide...

okay i think i going out later. so i need to go prepare leh. hmmmm where am i going this time? hmmmm....

promote.

2008-01-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

lala. today sneaked out of house to meet my hubby~ went to hubby's hse again~ haha. pei him awhile before he go to work. hubby start working le. he working in cheers at ang mo kio~ hubby's mama say i look like one of hubby's cousin lolx. then i was like oh issit. then hubby told his mama, 'but better looking' lolx. i was like haha. okayokay. putting in the good word. i like hubby's mama. she first time talk to me haha. even if it was a short little sentence i was kinda happy she talked to me. hehe. okay la. enough of that. hubby and i was discussing abt him opening up the push cart in his sch the week before valentines. go support him if you can~ its will be great help~ boys with girlfriends or girls with boyfriends come buy some sweets to sweeten your date up~ heres the deal.

Venue: Clementi ITE [somewhere near admin office]
Dates: not sure yet
Time: not sure yet
Valentine Package: one muffin, one stalk of rose and 3 chocolates of a total of $5 [preorder will be $3]

if you want it just individually, he offers ala carte too.

for more information, can always call me and i can check with me and i can always make an order for you by passing the msg to my hubby~

sobber

2008-01-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

sian sia~ my dad didnt go out~ now i cant meet my hubby~ stupid sia... haix. hubby~ i miss youu... sobs. i miss you badly~~~ ARHHHH sometimes i just wish i had my freedom and i could meet hubby everyday~ but wad to do but to wait for my freedom now bcos of wad i did in the past~ UNFAIR~ its been years leh. why cannot forgive and forget de. haiz

heavy rain~~~ heavy rain~~~ make the place so dark~ waste my energy and electricity to on the light~ i lazy to on~ so im sitting in the dark blogging haha~ oops.

sians

2008-01-15T10:26:00.000+08:00

so bored.... now im waiting upon my daddy to leave the house so that dear can come serangoon to meet me~ haha. but i dunno wad time my dad will leave. i know afternoon onli thats all~ lolx.

yesterday hubby chat with me on the phone then started stoning again bcos he was tired. then i ask him to sleep early. so we went to sleep early~ lolx.

wow damn sian le. huihua found a job somewhere in changi, the agency called her up and told her abt it. so i guess she getting the job la. lucky her, near her place and pay is like 6dollars per hour. not bad la. she is working in a photo shop i think. thats what huihua told me~ haha.

hub

2008-01-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

today i like pig sia~ keep sleeping maybe bcos last few night nv sleep well bah~ haha. got my AHEM come~ stupid AHEM~... then today surprising marcus korkor came my hse then come into my room with talk to jie and me~ then in the end i hardly sms my hubby~ STUPID MARCUS~ keep bullying me~ RawR. i angry~ hmph stupid piece of crap.

i worry for my hubby~ i hope hubby will feel better tml~ hubby today went to walk in the rain to walk to the interchange then now he fallen sick leh~ haiz. why la~ why put of all times. the times i cant take care of him~ alamak. UNFAIR~

hubby... baby must take care of yourself okays~ i'll be there for you even if im not there physically. but morally~ i love you hubby. feel better kay. take medicine[panadols] if it really get worst. then go see a doctor tml~

i miss hubby~ miss him alot. miss his hair, miss his smile, miss his laughter, miss his hugs and kisses, miss his presences, miss his lameness and miss everything abt him~ I MISS HIM SO BAD~ arhhhh. ysd dreamt of hubby~ hehe. we were at his hse and i was leaning on him chest and i could heart his heart beat. but thats abt all i remember haha.

facebook application~

2008-01-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

haha. this morning called baby to chat for awhile. then after that baby ask me to help him do a lil maintenance with his facebook~ lolx. then i got a shock of my life. 995 applications for confirmation~ i was like WHAT~ why so many, he told me he just didnt have time for it and that he's com would lag on him when it comes to facebooking. haha. so i decided to help him do a little clearing up~ i tried my best le. from 995 to 311~ the rest of the applications he need to play/ accept it himself bcos i dunno whether he wants the applications anot~ haha. and now is my turn to facebook~ i onli just finish doing his facebook~ from the time i called him till now~ lolx. thats like a total of 2 hrs staring at his applications haha~ nvm la. i got to see like TONS of GIRLS inside the list. haha. okay i admit im a little jealous i think its nature reaction la. but why should i right, he is my boyfriend. i shouldnt really care abt other girls. he is mine not their~ haha. i dunno la. but the feeling is just there. haha. nvm i occupy myself with my facebook now~ dun wan to think so much~ later dear say i think too much~ haha.

shoesss...

2008-01-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

i went shopping with mama and sis. went far east then wisma. then i bought like a pair of shoes from noda. its so cute i love them. i mean its simple flats that can match my skirt and blouse for chinese new year. then i wanted to buy a dress but i didnt bcos dun have the colour i wanted. my mom wouldnt let me why the black and white one. she kept complaining that i always wearing dull colours. whats wrong with dull colours i like mah~ haha. my sis bought like a dress and a pair of brown shoes[flats]. haha i can share with her. bcos both our leg sizes are the same. haha. then other then that. nothing le. came home~ bath changed, talked to dear on the phone for a few minutes, took dinner, use com, about to sign off so that my baby can call to talk to me~ haha. i miss him. remember i told you he went boating this morning~ now baby is aching. my poor boy~ muackmuackmuacks. i hope he feels better tml~ =)

oh ya and for my previous entry i wan to change my word. i dun wan to 'hope' that my relationship will last forever, but i WANT my relationship to last forever and ever~

baby

2008-01-12T10:19:00.000+08:00

its a saturday and im bored... today baby went for some dragon boating thingy at kallang~ wouldnt be done till 5 pm~ so i will have to wait~ haha. oh ya. dear and i just passed our one week mark~ haha~ that was fast~ soon it will be one month~ yeah. hope it will last forever. hees.

open hse~

2008-01-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

went to tp and nyp for open hse today with huihua, zhenhui and yixiong then baby came to meet me later in the afternoon. then after that went to dears hse~ haha. then when he was sending me home i saw a used condom on the floor then i started laughing and saying eeeeeeyer then dear got curious then i told him then he say chey~ haha. then baby gave a bouquet of kitchen roll flowers he hand made. haha so sweet of him la. love him to death. I LOVE HIM~~~~ I LOVE MY HUBBY SO MUCH~ hehe i show you pic~ haha. look below~

wearing dears cap lolx.

i love the flower, baby~ muack

kissing baby~ muacks. love him

the view from baby's hse~

woo hoo

2008-01-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

today when to meet james boo~ got my hoodie leh~ arh its so cute. i will upload the photo soon~ haha. then after meeting my juniors i went out with huihua for WINDOW SHOPPING went to marina, then suntec then bugis then tired then we say go home. but i went to meet baby at clementi~ hehe. he is so adorable please.... when i met him i got this hahaHAPPY feeling okay~... i met him so he can send me home? haha. but i was in a hurry to go home so i told him to take bus from interchange just so he can go home~ then i walk from from inter. yeah that was my day~

i love love love him. muacks. my sweetie husband=P i so madly in love with him~ HAR~~~ like fairy tale~ hahaha. okok i end here first bcos dear waiting for me~ haha...

the photos are here[updated on11.01.2008]

the hoodies james bought for me from canada~ THANKS JAMES.

this one is took in cotton on while waiting for huihua to try her clothings.

woot~

2008-01-09T09:57:00.000+08:00

the day before ysd. deardear popped the questionn to me~ hahaha. i know very sudden but he ask for fun de~ haha. but i agreed. bcos i seriously love him and wan things to work. he shall be my hubby for life~ hehe. lalala~ yesterday some weird girl called me up and ask me to go down for job interview. i was wondering where she got my handphone number from? i didnt even give it to the job agency. then i ask her. then she say she took it from human resources. i was like huh~ then somemore she knows my name. then she also a little weird la she ask me come down~ where is down? lolx. where the location how the hell i know where right~ pathetic please... haha. that was the afternoon then at night went on msn, i introduced NAT, LING and FIORA to deardear in msn then dear intro his cell group leader named dennis~ very quiet little boy~ then my BPL ppl all noise~ bcos we were discussing abt plans for lings bdae haha. then around 9pm, dear wants to chat with me on the phone so the 2 of us left the conference for some SELF time~ haha. so talked to dear on phone~ he keep teasing me again~ playing with my words and stuff. RawR. naughty boy~ he so cute la. he keep asking me for hugs~ haha. i also wan~ where is mine~ hahaha =P oh yeah then i am suppose to collect my results today but then wrong info was spreaded so in the end no need to go le. but i still going out la. dun care just come home and tell mom say friends gave wrong info then we went there to talk to the teachers lor. had lunch then when walk walk lor. but actually at 4 meeting dear. haha so happy im gonna see dear. arhhhh~ haha. he sending me home? haha. i go find him just so he can send me home~ go until clementi somemore~ hahaha. nvm la worth the while~ okay la i end here now need to get ready~ going to sch later~ hahaha. come back then blog again.

nonsense

2008-01-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

okay forget abt the stupid job la. my dad is like complaining this and that i cant take it.... i might as well not workkkk. arhhhh. i hate to argue with my dad la. he always this and that also cannot~ i talk to him very stress de... alamakkkk.

talked to dear lehhh. he enjoyed himself in school then he was nominated as class rep haha. and then he is gonna be damn ass busy with competitions and stuff. i hope he will do well in both of it la... i support him the fullest even if he has no time for me~ haha. its his dream. i wouldnt crash his dreams of winning the competition and going to france for a couple of weeks. okay la i think i cant tahan to be honest la, but wad to do~ msn with him lor. i think i will very emo~ haha. HOWWW~~~

hmmm.. i think i should be going for poly open house on thursday and friday with huihua bah. first go to nyp to find mirene then friday go tp to see. i still haven really decided wad i wan to join le... haizzz... haha. maybe friday baby going to come find me at tp? haha. i not sure yet. haha. most likely if he is willing to travel la. clementi to tamp le... like one end to another. but i will be damn happy to see dear please... hehe

anyways want to see me when im on the phone with my baby? look at that face~ haha. dear like this photo he say very nice haha. does this show you how happy i am to spend my time with dear. to me it does. a whole lot... i love him so muchhhh. =)

2008-01-07T09:36:00.001+08:00

oh my god. stress. i stress whether my father will let me work anot. arhhh. i seriously wanna work lor. need to work, dun wanna rot at home~ terienia, the agent[ms wendy's friend], just called me up and asked if i wanna a job as a sales promoter which will be for KENWOOD home appliances. i mean it sound reasonable to me but im afraid of my dad. arhhh. okay this is the job la[below].

KENWOOD promoter.
thousand one + commission.
5 to 6 day week [both weekends included].
either suntec city or orchard area.
starts in the afternoon around 12 or 1pm till 9pm.
will start as soon as possible till march when told to terienia.

i seriously want the job~ i hope dad lets me. *cross fingers*

i miss my baby~ he went to school today. first day of school at clementi ite studying baking and pastries course, i hope he enjoys himself. cant wait to hear from him again later. haha talking abt him. he thinks far, i share the same vision~ our target is 5 years and hopefully we can get married by then. okay you may think im crazy to think so far. but i learn that if you think far you will go far. and i seriously just wanna spend my every single second, minute, moment, days, nights and years of my life with him. i have never felt so in love with anyone that it can drive you nuts. i'll always be my kukubrain boyfriend's silly girl~

dear

2008-01-06T08:49:00.000+08:00

i seriously love my boyboy alot. i miss him badly. i know this sounds weird but i think he really really really is the one for me and he shall be my last~ he is that guy who sweeps me off my feet~ haha my fairytale relationship 'quote'~ he's all i wanted to my dream guy~ i real hope it all works out fine.

things i love abt him:
his lameness
his love, care and concern for me
never fails to make me smile every single day
his nice voice
his adorable personality
his stories of his past
his persistence
his singing
his presence even though we are both quite on the phone~ haha
him accompanying me for hours on the phone
his understanding

i wonder if he finds me boring haha. bcos i dun have much past stories to exchange with him. anyways we talked like at least 8 to 10 hrs a day on the phone. i think his bills are going to explode leh. haha. kukubrains birthday is coming soon~ like next month~ and i think im gonna get him something. he say he wants RECIPE books. so maybe thats wad i'll give him. haha. we'll see how...

yesterday when out for like awhile to robinson to accompany my bro and daddy buy clothes for new year. and in the end only dad bought~ haha. and when i walked into the men's department i saw this real nice coat, jacket and blazer. i wanted to buy one jacket. it caught my eyes when i say it, it wad the first time i saw when i entered the men's department. haha. but i was thinking to myself. i buy for what, i got jacket and hoodie leh, why wan so many jackets. not as if singapore is winter so in the end nv buy haha~ oh ya not onli that when i entered men's department i keep thinking of kukubrain la even having dinner i also thinking of him lolx. im so clingy~ haha oh noooo. haha. inseparable couple~ haha.

dear

2008-01-05T10:12:00.000+08:00

ARHHHH SO HAPPY...
LALALAH BELIEVE IT OR NOT~~~
IM ATTACHEDDD... WEEEE~
TO MY KUKU BRAIN BOYFRIEND, JACK YEO WEI LIANG.
04012008, a new beginning of the year and a relationship.
thou promises to spend the rest of my life with him~

JACK YEO

2008-01-04T08:12:00.000+08:00

weee... new year leh~ oh my god. term results are out... same old results. gpa 4 points. sameeeeee.... no diffff... i wonder how abt my overall 2 yrs results i think should be the same also bah~ haha. aye... i went for job interview or rather to the job agency on the 2nd jan~ haha. no job yet le~ oh tian ah~ FASTER CALL ME TO TELL ME ABT A JOB~ FASTER *kancheong* i went with huihua and ivan. then after that we went for lunch and jalan jalan at TM and century sq~ walking into both arcades~ lolx. didnt really play no game to play onli played one game i think you guys should know wad game la~ HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4 haha. and it wasnt my day lor. so fast die~ haha.

you know wad people~ just yesterday, i so total randomly met this guy online from zoosk [a facebook application to flirt] lolx i so total didnt realise that i could meet such a nice person~ anyways his name is jack yeo, 22 turning 23, freelancing magician, passionate abt setting up his bakery, real lame guy, weirdo [like me] and he seriously has like a great personality~ real nice guy, i guess i really grateful that i met him la~ okay but that not the only thing, we even chatted on the phone haha~ ya i know kinda fast but i was bored PLEASE haha. he made my day by entertaining me and making me laugh so hard that no one ever did before. but at 2 plus in the morning he started stoning la and leave me hanging on the phone :/ how mean~ hahaha. i forgive him la, i guess he was real shagged from sleeping late and waking u damn ass early lolx. poor boy~ who ever dates him is one hell of a blessing just that they didnt know it i guess. they didnt treasure those moments with him. so DUMB~ =P haha. okok enough le. the more i say the more i will think of him and what he say~ the kuku brain keep calling me cute~ :/ wahlau not cute please. not cute... arhhh he was driving me nut by calling me cute... sorry jack i cant accept the fact that im 'cute' *puke* hahah. but thanks for the compliment~ haha. i prefer when you say im a real nice person~ haha. not cute person can le. haha.

jack darling, i had lots of fun talking to you last night~ it was a whole new experience in a good way~ ive got good feeling abt you~ haha. give it timeeee. im still considering~ haha. already in processing stages. lolx.

wahlau i cant slp lor. so shitty~ after talking to jack thats like 2.30am then i went to slp la. then guess wad time i woke up~ 5.35am after that cant slp le. haha. HELLO WHAT THE FREAKING WORLD IS GOING ONNNNN~ stupid body clock~ going kuku . so tired now but cant slp haiz~ the weather this feel day is like real nice. chilly but nice. how i wish sg everyday also like that cold~ haha.

silver bag.

2007-12-31T15:17:00.000+08:00

that day went shopping and bought a silver buy for $30 but the actual price was $90~ haha. real nice~ SALEEE~~~ bcos its silver haha. and went to buy a skirt from mango $32~ real cute skirt. erm there was this dress at mango where i tried it and it was nice but i didnt buy it bcos it was expensive. damnnnn sad. haha. oh ya then my sis bought a real nice black bag for $40 and a dress from mango for $42. then mom bought a small gold bag and 2 skirts from robbinsons~ damn it was crowded. couldnt find nice shoes. oh i did see nice shoes at mark and spencer. they were like 3 inch heels. open toe. oh my god. damn pretty when i wear them but it was $80 damn expensive can effort~ damn sia. marks and spencer got real nice shoes but cant buy always so ex. previously i wanted to buy another but it was weg heels but it was like $60. wad the hell~~~ im so going to buy mark and spencer shoes next time.

okok heres a the pic of the bag. nice? i fell in love when my sis found it for me~

entry

2007-12-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

bored so i decided to put a entry haha.
some little entry that i stole from my girlfriend. hehe:P

My Girlfriend: mandy aka viola
My Best Friend: choo huihua
My 'Gay' Best Friend: ridhwan
My Sexy Best Friend: chua sophia
My Sexy Best Friend on the side line: hakim
My Other Best Friend: zhouhui
My Best Friend for life(BFFL): lee jinling
My Other Best Friend for Life(BBFL): fiora ngeo
My Good Friend on the sidelines:omar
My Lil Cutie Pie: chua yizhen
My Twinny: yong meiling
My Valentine: no one [how sad]
My Admirer: jack yeo
My Lover: me myself and i
My Crazy Buddy: james boo
My Inspiration: music not people
My God: bastien
My Listening Ear: syed
My Mad Friend: tina
My Baby on the side line: xiaoxin
My Best Buddy: ho shuwei
My Darling Girl: alicia
My Little Sis: fengjie

did i miss out anyone~ haha. do tell~

christmas is coming~

2007-12-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

i love christmas. i love this joyous season, where i can share all the love in the world and to he, LordJesusChrist. giving him all my devotion and dedication. hope every single ones prayers will be heard by lord to be fulfilled this christmas. cant wait for jamesBoo to come back too~ i miss him please. then we can exchange our gifts. hehe. he bought me this cute hoodie of my favourite colours~ and i sew him a huge heart with his name on it~ hehe. [see picture of hoodie below]

dear SANTA CLAUS,
all i want for christmas is some loving from a nice guy~ =P and a nice family holiday trip to somewhere beyond of singapore. [not sentosa please] lolx. singapore is boring me to death.
thanks alot SANTA.

last day in sch

2007-12-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

sorry people~ i so totally lazy to blog lolx. but just came to update it haha.

exam is over wad so stress then bcos i fall sick came down with the flu and headache then nose bleed then ladies thing happened on that day too. lolx. hell it was stressful~ haha then after my exam i spend my last day with malay gang~ my darlings and i went to simei to makan and then to pet safari~ haha. yanie's idea. then we were suppose to get coffee bcos it was the christmas charity thingy at Starbucks la. but we saw the crowd and decided not to wait or Q lolx. then okay la then after that it was like 6.30pm then i told wan i got to go le. then wan went home with me. we has our last moments together. dun get me wrong we're just friends. best of friends. i really miss them now~ haix.

anyways im not allowed to find a part time job so im going to rot my butt off for 4 months~ that sucks, cant go out, cant work, cant this cant that. im tired of doing the same old thing everyday~ oh my god. 4 months of that and i think i gonna go insane that you can send me to mental institution. haiz.

yeah christmas is coming cant wait~ ahhhh. i hope i can go church with sophia~ hehe. i miss her peeps. huahui, eng, aloysius and the other cell grp people's name i dun remember~ haha.

past few days have been preparing the christmas gift for my people~ haha. been sewing them a little something something~ hehe. i hope they will like it. and i hope dear likes it too~ im making a bigger wan for deardear. or maybe the same just more wordings on it hehe. i love u dear. see you soon kay~ muacks

here are some pics of the things i been sewing for the hearts and the rabbits but this are just trial~ hehe. bcos i didnt know if it would look nice but i guess it does. so i continued and im almost done. the motorola rabbit is for me and my sis. my sis's mototrola rabbit is the wan with the ribbon. she wans a girl. i wan original motorola rabbit so i didnt do anything on it haha.

the rabbits and below is the heart. lolx. my sis say its so emo. lolx

birthday.

2007-11-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

thanks for the birthday greetings darlings and dears... muacks. love you people to death. muacks. thanks mom, dad, bro and sis.... for the dinner and cake~ love you~ jie... your a WOMAN face it. lolx. 21 le... old le. lolx. i love being 18 wahahah. jie thanks for the advance present($30)~ lolx

i bought my sis present on friday the gang went with me bcos we were at the printing shop in the morning till afternoon then went for lunch then went to buy her present then wen suntec to play arcade. all carrying portfolio like stupid design students. haha. new EXPERIENCE. haha.

oh my god... my presentation is coming soonnnn~ oh my god. its on tuesday. im dead meat. crap. wadever. im screwed. haha. STRESSSSSS... and classmates making me more stress, bcos they wan to change time slots. and then im like wan to help dun wan to help. bcos i also not that prepared to die so early la. crap la... then i now hack care liao. i sticking to TUESDAY~

anyways here 2 pics of my sis present that i gave her. that cost quite a bomb.
HAIVAIANAS slippers and DIOR ADDICTION lipgloss and a card that looks like a certificate of being an adult lolx... love the dior. so sexy the bottle.

long time lameness.

2007-11-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

oh my god. its been forever hasnt it. lol.

during oct22 i baked a cake for omar. and we celebrated la. how fun was that lolx.

yeah im boyfriendless and stress with exams, test and presentations lolx. how wonderful can this get. and im sure this coming saturday which is my birthday i wouldnt celebrate it. wouldnt have the time to celebrate it la. so stress with school work and stuff. sighs. and i also not going to get wad i wan for my birthday la. which is my My Chemical Romance concert tickets where garard way will shower me with his blessings of saliva lolx. and my other wish would be a boyfriend i know it sounds deseprate. but who cares. lolx.

now in class and wan is annoying me.... so is huzaifah.... fadil too.... arhhhh. irritating la....

hey you know wad, yixiong has a book on ''The Stuff of Thoughts'' by Steven Pinker, which made everyone ponder over the word FUCK. in this book, it actual states that fuck doesnt mean sex and it tells you the origin of the word. and here is the phrase: " In ancient England a person could not have sex unless you had consent of the King (unless you were in the Royal Family). When anyone wanted to have a baby, they got consent of the King & the King gave them a placard that thye hung on their doors while they were having sex. The placard had F.U.C.K(Fornication Under Consent of the King) on it. Now you know where that came from."

videos

2007-10-21T14:13:00.000+08:00

CUTE VIDEOS TO WATCH. check out the little kids. i also wan to teach my children to do this thing even though it not parently but wad the hack haha.

lil girl saying whatever- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U

lil boy says blood- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ

lil girl gonna kick monster ASS- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYxNMFbgLEM&mode=related&search=

Will Ferrell meets the landlord- http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/74

tina

2007-10-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

i went out with my darling Tina, went for lunch then shopping~ haha. we had lots of fun together lor. oh my god. it was fun like hell and also quite les lor. lolx. we hugged, hold hands, she held my shoulder and we nearly kissed~ haha. i love her~ muacks to TINAAA... we went shopping at wisma to cotton on and other shops. oh yeah then next thursday going to her house to eat bcos she is gonna cook for me~ haha yeah. then maybe in the afternoon Ameer is going to meet us. haha. another tagged friend but hes a nice guy la. haha. YEAH I CANT WAIT TO MEET DARLING TINA AGAIN~ my lesbian girlfriend~ ahaha. i rather date tina then anyone else~ fuck the others~ more fun then going out with guys. sorry not les but ya. i not going to date anyone from now on other then jeehau~

sch start liao

2007-10-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

wow.... sch started le... HERE COMES THE STRESS BABY~ haha. oh my god, today got mr wes lesson sia. audio lesson. hard to use the program sia. i thought it would be easy man... damn~ haha. wow today during tans lesson he nv come lol. sheekin take over for relief. then gang and me talked abt air stewardess, planes, clubbing, drinking, behaviors in clubs and dicks lolx. alot abt dicks. okay its pervertic but wad the hack~ our minds all dirtied le~ lol. wad to do. hahah. then say say say then laugh until face cramp. then i also collected my cert and goodies frm toon boom thingy~ haha. ya thats the end of the day~ oh yeah then first day of sch give ah tan TAH liao lor. lolx he dare call us 8am go assembly and then bring us go to the room but then when go school le, we see timetable the lesson starts at 12 we all wan to kill him le. so we all decided to go MAC and eat. then sat there for 3 hours talking nonsense as usual again. and zhouhui and meiling started reading horoscopes and stuff frm the magazines then we all laugh until we wan to die. haha. ya that was monday. then tuesday no sch~ haha. holiday~

ouch

2007-10-05T10:30:00.000+08:00

fuck sia. i sprain a finger.... have you ever heard of that lolx. pain. lolx. i play stupid SPIRIT FINGERS actions with my sis then i accident hit my finger against my leg and i think it bend the wrong direction. lolx. fuck sia. now its hads a blueblack underneath it lolx. stupid sia. now bend finger will pain like hell. cant bend all the way down. i hope it gets better man. then i called my mystery boyfriend yesterday to tell him and he can onli tell me be careful la next time. then can still ask me whether i can sponsor his this card that he wants. lolx. wad the hell~ im injured isnt the money suppose to be for me to go see doctor? lolx. he is a lousy boyfriend. lolx. cant blame its his so called first relationship lolx. he doesnt know alot of things lolx. neither do i... so the whole situation is funny~ haha.

oh yeah then i told him say go sell your butt if you wan the card so bad. then i tell him can get at least 50 dollars. lolx. then he say sell to me. then i say dun wan no money onli got 50 cents wan? and i dun need a butt to poke. lolx he say okay. he sell his butt for 50 cents to me just to get 50 cents. siao boy. he say better then no money. would 50 cents even help to reach his 11 dollar goal and 75 dollar goal lolx. i dun think it is going to help much not even 1percent of the amount haha. then i ask him whether he going to get me a present then he say must give him chance bcos he nv buy present before for girls then i tell him go ask him friends. lolx. then i told him wd i wan then he can tell me wah lau that is one whole days worth of money to go arcade. lolx. then i got a little pisses la. then i ask him why u wan to go into relationship out of a sudden if he thinks playing much more fun. the reason he didnt date was bcos he was busy playing last time lolx. wad the hellll.... i cant believe he even said that. lolx. cant stand it la... then i told him no need buy since he thinks that why~ haiz. saddening sia. lolx then after that just continue talking then his dad came home with dinner. then we put down the phone lor. that all. lolx.

new relationship?

2007-10-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

things are happening and i think im doing it all wrong. how~ wad to do~ arhhh. so stress? i dun wan to hurt his feelings and i dun wan to reject the other bcos he is a nice guy and i wan to give him a chance. i starting losing faith in my long distance relationship abt a couple of days ago almost a week le but i dun dare to open my mouth to say that he is a nice guy and can finds someone better then me that is in malaysia. i did the break up once why cant i do it now? why is it much harder? arhhh. god help me pleaseeee. i seriously wan to have a chance to date this guy. at least he could give me the love that i wan bcos he is beside me and not a million miles away. arhhhhhh. i sleep over it. i know its not going to help at least it will stop me frm thinking abt it for awhile. i hope.

bbq

2007-09-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

had class gathering bbq yesterday. had lots of fun. i started fire. ate abit. took lots of pictures at the beach and i drank alcohol till dear got angry. oops. sorry dear. then they all say i so quiet after drinking alcohol~ they thought i tipsy le. but i not le. haha. i just tired and bored le haha. bcos go there so early then play until tired. tired bcos we took photos then wanted to take a shot of us jumping de then cannot take bcos all our cam slow so jump alot of time. damn tiring haha. then for a moment very bored then after that okay le haha. i ask daddy come fetch me then gave shermaine a lift home. all the teachers didnt come lor. lolx. when i got all the photos le then maybe i will upload a few la haha~

deardear was very worried for me when i go out lor. he called me like 10 times. but i missed it all haha. then after that i called him back then he msg me. then he called me back again. then he talked lor. poor dear. i made him so worried for me. SORRY dear. sorry abt not telling you that i was drinking alcohol. dun have to worry all who drank was girls and one guy. i know late thats why you say dangerous. and you scare we all drank. my peeps and i can handle the drink. dear, i love you so much. thanks for being the boyfriend that i always wanted~

miscarriage

2007-09-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

shit man. my Laguna beach girlfriend was pregnant and i wasnt told~ haiz. its dustin's, aprils boyfriend and they planned to keep it. how sweet. i think like a couple of months bcos her stomach got a small bump. hehe. and in her profile she put the xray of the fetus there. but she got a miscarriage during the early months. sadly she lost it. feel sorry for her bcos she just lost her flesh and blood. it must have hurt to lost something like that.

APRIL IM SORRY TO HEAR ABT IT.

the phone call

2007-09-24T10:15:00.000+08:00

hehe. yesterday night at abt 11.30pm i told deardear that i wan to the park downstairs to walkwalk then sit at the bench then deardear reply me tell me dun go very dangerous if anything happen to me, he rather go die. then i was like "orh okay lor, dun go lor, you go do your thing bah since its our privacy time. mylene time and jeehaus time alone. no need worry abt me de." then out of a sudden my handphone start flashing then i was wondering who it was so late at night le. guess who? it was dear lor. he use he's dad's(or rather he calls it "father in law" to me) handphone to call me haha. so sweet. he called me to wish me good night and other mushy stuff you dun wan to know bcos he knew i was bored and was going to sleep bcos i had nothing better to do. hehe. 我爱你 dear.

tinaaa

2007-09-23T14:44:00.001+08:00

yesterdays movies under the stars wasnt fantastic just okay. the movie ended le then me and my sis still lying down on the floor until everyone left lor haha. we two enjoying the sky with little stars but very nice to watch the moon and sky and little stars hehe. enjoy the view didnt enjoy the movie. hehe

darling tina is going to cook for me. yeahhhh... cant wait to taste it all. all look so good. arhhh... TINA FASTER COOK FOR MEEEE... MYLENE CANT WAIT ANYMORE haha. i wan to eat vietnamese food. come on TINA~ hehe.

happiest day of my life

2007-09-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

deardear is having his last exam paper today. mathematics. eeee. haha i cant help you on that hehe bcos i suck at it tooo. hehe. dear got his present like 2 days ago hehe. then he straight away open and wear lolx. then he took photos for me and mms me. hehe. he so adorable hehe. then ysd when when he went to the cyber cafe to get a pc to chat with me. the cashier lady asked him where did he buy then cap from then he told them his gf draw for him de. then the lady say to him "you must sayang your gf ah" haha two of them said it not one. hehe. the other one said i am talented. haha. deardear really made my day yesterday hehe. so love him. muacks. ysd he also send me another mms with a cute action haha. so CUTEEE. my adorable pumpkin pie. muacks.. oh yeah then ysd in the afternoon, me, zhouhui and huihua went to eat thai food at some thai eatery hehe. the food there not bad la. 8 dollars per set meal which i ordered green curry chicken, tom yum soup, salad/veg and rice. so okay la quite worth it. zhouhui bought some chicken with sauce and chilli and huihua ate pineapple rice. then after that we went to walk at bugis junction. junction change le lor. alot. haha. then after that we went to walk downstair for a while while waiting for tian shou to come find zhouhui~ hehe. then come le. we go separate ways then huihua and me went basement to eat dessert. CHOCOLATE eclaire. oh man nice to eat but damn ex pls haha. 2 for a average size piece. huihua's eclaire puff more worth it but mine sweeter nice to eat hehe. then after we eat le. we went home... hehe. the end of the day la.

tonight im going for a movie under the stars haha. at fort canning. watch Fantastic 4 the silver surfer. hehe so romantic. sadly not watch with dear. haiz. i wan to watch it with dear. but now watching with family so its okay also la. haha. got free drinks and food provided. hehe. woohoo.

DEAR BIRTHDAY

2007-09-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUMPKIN PIE~ I LOVE YOU.

TURN 18 LEH.. HAPPY MAH? I KNOW NOT THAT EXCITING WITHOUT ME LA HOR~ HEHE.. I SO WAN TO TAKE CARE OF YOU BUT I CANT BCOS IM NOT THERE. YOU FALL SICK BUT I CANT TAKE CARE OF YOU. SADS. BABY I HOPE YOU LOVE THE EMAIL FULL OF MY PICTURES AND FULL OF VOICE RECORDING. HEHE. I KNOW WHEN U HEAR THE RECORDING U CANNOT STOP SMILING HAHA. IT MADE ME EXTREMELY HAPPY. HEHE. I LOVE YOU DEAR... MUACKSSS... I MISS YOU ALREADYYY... I HOPE YOU GET YOU PRESENT SOONNN....

burden?

2007-09-17T09:51:00.000+08:00

dear, am i a burden to you? im always making you upset over things and when you are having exams. i know it kills you on the inside everytime we argue but so does it kills me. but im grateful that you always giving chances. thank you for being the understanding person i always wanted.

this song represents my love for you.

Dangerously in love2 by Beyonce

I love you... I love you... I love you

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love

it was my fault im sry

2007-09-12T07:35:00.000+08:00

its 7.32 am and i wan to write this entry. what ever i said in my previous blog screw it. i was wrong abt jeehau. it was my fault. im sorry dear. i promise it wouldnt happen again~ im real thankful for your forgiveness. thank you for even giving me another chance in this relationship that i messed up last night. i'll make it all up to you~

iLoveYou so much that i cant live without you.
this i need you to know from the bottom of my heart.

relationship problem

2007-09-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

WHY~~~ im feeling pain in my heart, like its been shattered into pieces.. why is he not understanding, he can be, just that he doesnt wan to. i dun wan to hide things frm him. and i show him my blog and told him not to get angry bcos i have tons of things in this blog that is going to piss him off like nobody's business. bcos of all the guys in it. he get angry easily maybe he just doesnt know it. im trying to give in most of the time. sometimes it just hurts that he say such things and i dunno wad to do. i dun like crying over it but it breaks my heart just seeing my relationship always going into argument. why cant my relationship be a happy.

dear if you are reading this i dunno what else i can do but apologise. im always making you unhappy, why do you still love me? dun you hate the fact that i making you unhappy abt things? doesnt it hurt to see that im hurting a love one. i madly in love with you and so are you with me. but why cant things just work out. i need to you to understand the things im going through or gone through. i want you to understand me. i just dun wan you to get angry over my past. i just dun wan to hide anything from you~ PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME. im asking for your forgiveness and understanding. i cant bear to part from you just bcos of my foolish mistakes that makes you angry. i'll change i promise i will.

i love him

2007-09-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

today went to tampines mall with huihua, zhouhui and sophia to eat mac donald. lol then sophia took out here laptop to do her blog thingy. ask me for help lolx. im like the BLOG master in class. lolx. people who has a blog always ask me for help in their blogs haha~

oh yeah ysd i sms dear. until today morning need to top up again when i just topped up like 3 days ago lolx. spend 19 dollars on dear. call and sms. lolx. heard his sweet voice. then ysd night i dreamt of us le. lolx. sweet dream cant remember much but ya i remember its abt us. then i woke up at 1, 4 and 6 plus am to sms him haha. miss him ma. this week is the sweetest week ever. hehe. im in love with jeehau~ how i wish he can come now and pei me. bcos im going to sentosa on 18 sept, his birthday but i wan to spend it with him but cant. oh ya i going sentosa is bcos going with zhouhui to celebrate tianshous bdae. lol ahhhh why cant he just be in singapore. i wan him badly... haiz.

deardear today had his exam paper. accounts paper today. then he tell me he sucked at it. and tell me that he is going to fail. i wad persuading him that he wasnt going to fail. bcos i really really have lots and lots of faith and confidence in him. i seriously am in love him. but am i a distraction to him now bcos he is having exams? i dun wan him to fail just bcos of me. im serious think i may be a BIG DISTRACTION le. haiz.

okay people... i have a real good feeling abt jeehau. it is going to last forever. im so obessesed with him... i think he is the one for meeee... haha. MR RIGHT?

JEEHAU I LOVE YOU muacks muacks... let our love last forever~ ill wait for you!

timsters farwell

2007-09-10T10:06:00.000+08:00

sobs. timtim left us~ sobs... i gonna miss his presences~ haiz. i gave him one big pack of hershey chocolates lolx. and the gang and i gave him a bear card. and one good or rather great new before he left he told us his wife has a baby~ ahhhh so happy for himmmm... haha. okok. MR TIM CONGRATS~~ we wrote alot of mushy stuff inside the card haha:P

oh yeah remember then pop quiz ms wendy gave. oh my god. my luck i got 10 1/2 marks over 18 ahaha. top 4 ppl who passed lolx. lucky i got listen in class hahah:P bcos i didnt study for it

oh okok back to me. on 06092007 i found a malaysian boy who loves me haha. sweet guy~ haha. so i accepted him~ no one wants me anyways. haha. why not just go with the flow right? he is my smexy BOYFRIEND... he's name is yap jeehau. haha. turning 18 on 18sept. haha its coming soon. haha. he's in college now, hes a real nice person, he cares alot abt me. lol. hes a decent looking guy. quite dressy. love him when he wears polo Tshirt. damn ass nice. he is also dorky and a little pervertic but i still like him~ haha. he always calls himself sludge and childish~ but i disagree. bcos i think im the childish one in this relationship lolx. he loves giving me stupid faces over the web cam. but i love his smile. i can melt when i see it haha. REAL NICE smile. BIG SMILE somemore. haha. he asked me to wait for him like wad 6 yrs before he can come here bcos he is still studying and that he is still in malaysia~ i was like okay. lolx. between this 6 yrs im gonna be lonely and old. lolx. but im going to wait~ duhhh. haha. oh yeah then he wanted me to celebrate his bdae with him but cant ah~ lolx. we so far apart~ haha. then somemore on his birthday i going with zhouhui to go sentosa to celebrate zhouhui's bf, tianshou, bdae. lol. best lor so many ppl birthday on the same day de lolx. oh yeah then i changed my friendster, my tagged profiles to everything abt him. lolx. then he saw then he changed his too. lolx. he is obsessed with me. im so happy. haha. i love my dear. haha. why no one can love me like the way he does? i got a good feeling abt him. wad is this going to be a long distance relationship bcos i onli talk to him through msn. but i wan to ask for his address though bcos i wan to send him something for his birthday~ hehe.

oh yeah on saturday went out with peishi, fiora, jinlong(jinlings bro) and jinling to celebrate jinlings advance birthday. we went arcade and i play house of the dead again. ALONE once again~ i managed to go chapt 2 without jinling~ lol. jinling dead damn ass early please. lolx. then after that we play basketball then played mario cart then played datona. that wan i dunno how to play i anyhow play lolx. stupid game lol. so many thing to do. seriously hard to play for me my first time ma. lolx. then after that we went to eat seoul garden and i told them alot of damn ass lame jokes and situations that happen bcos that say i very quiet when we eating. the reason i was quiet was bcos i was msging LEX. a new guy i know. lolx. then after that i went home then they went esplanade to walkwalk i think or issit take pic. lol dun remember. on that day i kena molest by fiora alot of times man. she touch here touch there. beat my butt also bcos she say perky lolx. damn funny lol. we took alot of photos in toilet but i haven received any bcos peishi haven send to me yet. lolx.

okay la i end here now. i need to prepare for school...

tans birthday

2007-09-05T14:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to buy mr tans birthday cake. okay i bought like two small slices of cake for him. i bought one tiramisu and one mango moose and ask the cashier for 2 small candles. and i was late for his class and when i walked in, he didnt even notice that i was holding it. lol then we(the gang) waited for zhouhui but zhouhui was like late then mr tan locked the door and she couldnt come in so she went back home so we decided to celebrate without her. cant help it. then we switch off the lights and then i carried the cakes to him. then he was like shocked then he ask me why two cakes? then i told him one is so pathetic la. so i bought two haha. haha. then we started taking photos of the birthday boy. he damn happy please. haha. the we ask him to make wish he made a wish and then blow the candles out then we all decided to take like some class photos. so we played for like an hour and then we all went back to work~ haha. he lor. then mr tan thanked me like four times haha. he so cute. haha. i stall post some pics as soon as i get home. then after school. gang and me went out. we went marina to eat HANS then we were suntec then went to arcade to play haha~ i played house of the dead~ i finally got to play le... played it with sophia oh my god.. i play until shuang shuang. haha bcos sophia died before me~ then after that we played mario cart. then went we reached sophia, meiling and ivan played basketball~ then yeezhen and sophia played another game after. something like o2jam de. but arcade version la haha. i see yeezhen play so pro then i see sophia play i wan to laugh ah haha~ so cute la they all play this game haha. then all of us went home. at around 9 plus at night, darling sheng called me bcos i was bored. then talked for like a few minutes onli la. he called again at 12.54 am but i was slping already bcos i told him i damn tired haha. he can tell la. bcoos i not as energetic as the previous day that i was talking to him over the phone. haha then ysd he say he coming to pei me go home tml~ haha that means today. okay after he said that he put down. haha okay la that was like the end of yesterday thats all we did. oh my god. later i gonna wait for him hehe. i gonna meet my darling xu xin sheng"my handsome young man"*coughcough* thats wad he ask me to call him. haha. but he very adorable de la haha. okays i got to go for my next lesson le. oh my god. miss wendys lesson. video lesson. got POP QUIZZZ. siao liao i nv study please. gonna pail until bu de liao~ haha.

shuweiiii

2007-09-02T12:40:00.000+08:00

i break up with zhengwei and im great i did. lol. i broke up with him on the 280807 haha. one day before our 1st month anni~ haha. im evil~ and just yeasterday i cut my hair~ so short. oh my god. haha never mind la now i shall just wait for it to grow la. erm. now im feeling bored. but i got shuwei to entertain me. im so glad, he is entertaining me if not i will be like dead rotting infront of the com haha~ THANKS SHUWEI~ love ya. okok i owe you lunch yes i know~ i lose the bet. haha. mylene- 0 and shuwei- 5. i cant believe i said it so many times haha~ oh yeah heres a pic of shuwei haha. muacks to himmm. my smexy darling boy...

this one is he request me to put de he say nicer~ cheee