woot... ive moved on leh.
my 2009 resolution was a new boyfriend and okay i found someone better but i hope things will be fine between me and him. i know its a lil fast and all but im over aloysius. aloysius has his gf and i have my boyfriend to accompany me. so far so good.

aloysius broke up with me... he was unfaithful and had to come clear with me because he didnt wan to hurt me but guess what it hurt me really bad. im not saying i dun wan him, im saying i still love him and i wan him back, im willing to forgive and forget. i hope hubby learns to forgive himself and come back to me. i really wish. he is my everything, without him im like a web without its spider, a song without its lyrics, i feel so imcomplete. he is the one for me but i really wish he will come back to me because i love him with all my heart and soul. i cant do without him, i actually felt like commiting suicide just because he was leaving me. life means nothing with him in my life. i really need him... i have my prayer to god.

dear god, i pray that you give aloysius the strength to forgive himself for what sins he has done towards me, and bring him to your heart and watch over him. i know i might not have been the greatest christian, but i really wish you would answer this prayer and help me complete my life. i dun wan to live with him. i wanna grow old with him. but if you think its not a good idea, i'll go with it. but im making an effort to convince him to come back to me because i really do forgive him of his sin. and lastly this is like a super random thing but ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS ALOYSIUS LIM JUNJIE, the one who use to be faithful and loving towards me.

ps: hubby. i'll never forget the times we had together, they're wonderful times of my life.

LAST BOYFRIEND I'LL EVER HAVE. the pact i made with myself. we didnt work out so no more boyfriends for now. its time for singlehood and concentration in studies.